𝙨𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙯𝙤𝙥𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙖 | 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚

Day 1

I'm Sadie.
I have schizophrenia.
Which means that 'there's something wrong with me'
There is
I sigh knowing that no matter how much people try to help me the little voice in my head won't leave.
I have been being tested on since I was 6.
They wanted to know how to cure this disease
Soon they realized that what I have can't be cured.
Today I'm going on for another test.
They want to know how others that have had diseases similar to mine work together
You will never be cured
"Shut up" I shout with anger
I know I will never be cured but I want this voice gone
I'm not leaving
"Sadie sink" I hear one of my head nurses call
I get up from the corner of my plain white and gray room slowly and quietly making my way over towards the door.
She takes my arm lightly and starts to walk me to the testing room.
As soon As I'm in the room I see a short girl with wavy brown hair.
I sit in front of her and she smiles
Her smile is beautiful
I smile back instantly regretting it
Someone has a crush
I wince trying no to scream at it to go away
She looks up at me in confusion
"Are you ok?" She ask lightly her voice coming out with an accent
"I'm fine" I smile

"Ok well Sadie This is Millie and Millie this is Sadie. Sadie has schizophrenia, which means that she can hear voices in her head no one else can hear because of a horrible experience she has awhile ago"

Millie looks at me nodding a slight smile on her face

"Sadie this is Millie, Millie has PTSD which means she is fine sometimes skittish but you say one of her trigger words she won't hesitate to slit your throat"

The nurse hands me a piece of paper

Trigger words
Axe
Hostage
Babies
Lollipops

I read the words stiffing the list in my shoes mentally memorizing them
"We want y'all to see of y'all can get along"
We nod as she leaves the room

"Hi I'm millie" she says a big smile on her face
"I'm Sadie" I chuckle lightly at her excitement
"Oh my god your so pretty!" Her excitement making me happy
"Wife me up" She slightly yells
"Ok! I need a wife" and with that we non laughing
Your a disgusting faggot
"SHUT UP!"
I yell startling millie but she soon realizes
She grabs my arm smiling
"I'm sorry-"
"Nothing to apologize for" she smiles stopping "I still want you to wife me up"

I like her