𝙨𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙯𝙤𝙥𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙖 | 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚

Day 2

So when are you gonna see the fag again

"Stop calling her that" I mumble threw gritted the teeth. Since I have seen Millie I rarely get the voices anymore

Do you wanna die? Like your mom wanted to die.

"My mom never wanted to die" I mumble

Then why did she slit her wrist in your bathtub

I wince slightly thinking of when I saw her in MY tub with slit wrist bleeding out into the warm water. She hated her life and I thought it was because of me.

"It's not my fault!" I almost yell

Your such a disappointment, that why your dad wanted to kill you

I bring my legs to my chest shaking from the memories. I start crying quietly to myself.

Didn't your sister try to murder your baby brother before you dad murderd her

"STOP" I cry out shaking rocking myself back and forth

Your useless

Stupid

Gross

Your lucky you got away from your dad

He would have slaughtered you

And no one would be disappointed

I start shaking more hearing the doctor open the door picking me up.
"It's time for your meeting with Millie"
I stop shaking almost wanting to smile

—

Millie

I tap my foot nervously along with my fingers. I swallow multiple times before Sadie finally comes in. I smile happy to see her. But my smiles fades when I see that she has been crying, I furrow my eyebrows as she sits.

She smiles "hi" she says happily I smile at her cuteness but then the tears come back to me "why are you crying" I say taking her hand holding it she looks down at our hands smiling her hands are so warm "oh u-um the v-voices said some things" she mumbles looking down

I nod my head understanding she looks away looking down at her thigh that's cover with the everyday white sweat pants. (They wear white sweatpants whits long sleeve shirts and white longish socks)

"No" she mumbles. Assuming it's the voices I try to change the subject. "So how was your day"

—
After 3 hour session

I need to know what has happened to her so before the nurse could leave I get her attention "hey miss?" I ask

She hums walking over to me. "Tell me about Sadie sink" her face drops slightly she sighs knowing that I spend 3 hours a day with her and soon they are moving us to the same room

"Well" She begins "Sadie has a mom. Dad, sister, and baby brother" she pauses then continues

"Her mom was depressed so when the kids were at school she slit her wrist and killed her self in Sadies bathtub" I slightly shake my head feeling sorry "she walked in and found her. Well the father, he loved her more than he loved the kids. Well one of the sisters thought it was because of the baby"

"So the sister tried to suffocate the baby with a pillow before she was successfull her dad stabbed her multiple times, he than suffocated the baby. Sadie saw it all the murders all the stabs, the mom in the tub with blood everywhere, well she escaped with a few injury's but she went the hospital that's when she got the voices"

I start to scratch my arm multiple times in the same spot. My air becoming limited.

"She's getting better" the doctor said about to walk out. Hearing that I soften finally breathing knowing she's getting better.