Up In The Heaven

Prologue: DIM

Wala akong marinig.....

Wala rin akong makita.....

hindi ko rin mabilang ang minuto bago ako sinundot ng kamalayan at unting-unti naring naging klaro ang lahat.

Nasan ako? Anong lugar to. Halos nabibingi ako sa yapak ng mga taong akala mo naghahabulan.

alam kong dilat na dilat ang mga mata kong nakatingin sa paligid.

Sa mga taong nakiki-usyoso sa kung ano mang komosyon ang nangyayari sa gitna.

Bawat hakbang ko pakiramdam ko limang segundo ang dumaraan. Bakit? Bakit ang hina ng pang-unawa ko?

Nakikita ko ang patak ng ulan, sa lakas ng buhos mistulang hindi nila inaalintana-----

teka, bakit hindi ako sumisilong?

the slapped of realization comes when i felt the unknowingly force between my legs.

All was numb..... Wala akong marinig...... ang tanging gumagana lamang ay ang pananaw ko. I seen many people gathering around. And this force between my legs na para bang may dalawang taling humila sakin papunta run sa mga tao.....

somethings wrong.

another thought when it suddenly came to my mind the coat im wearing. The white rose hanged on my left side. The pair of shiny shoes.

by the way, im getting married. Why am I here? I will be late!

so i took a glimpse on my watch, and to my shock. They had stopped.

its still 4pm at bakit ang dilim-dilim na ng paligid.

what is going on?

bigla kong narinig ang tunog ng ambulansya. My hearing came back. May malaki ring heavy equipment na nakikita ko sa may di kalayuan. Sinusubukan kong pigilan ang pwersang humahatak sa mga binti ko ngunit hindi kaya ng mga kamay ko.

"its not our son! have you lost your mind? its not him"

napalingon ako sa may di kalayuan and spotted a lady crying embracing my dad. wait what? parang naging telescope amg mga mata ko when i saw my mom.

she was crying........ for his son????

sino????? ako? si Kyle? no, Kyle is alright. He's already 25 years old, careless pero takot siya sa akin.

he is still my little brother who loves his kuya so much and i will not forgive myself if something bad will happen to him.

i have no choice....

my senses are coming back. I recognize voices. i recognize pain...... This is supposed to be my big day. I am getting married. Ngunit bakit naririto sina mommy? even my dad was emotionless. hiding his pain like he always does.

what is happening right there?

i ask this people around me but no one dare to answer. they were keep on talking to each other. Gossiping kung gaano sila nababagabag sa sinapit ng taong na aksidente.

"kawawa naman.... ikakasal pa naman sana."

Hindi kaya ako yung tinutukoy nila? Anong nangyari sakin?

i hurried upang makarating at maki usyoso sa gitna. To my surprise, i got passed through theem. THROUGH THEIR BODY!

and it brokes my heart.

i saw my life ended here.

I was inside of the car on the driver seat all alone, i saw my head.

nakalubog sa manebela and blood is everywhere. Rain isnt enough to wash all of it. windows were all broked and my hand past it.

very pale....... basang-basa......

how did i die?

it was this big post of light fell down on my car's rooftop. I never hit it. The storm gives it way and this is the reason why i cant make it to my wedding.

but what surprise me most......

was my fiance..... grabbing my hand..

the shock...... the horror...... of seeing the love of her life is dead. Wearing the trahe de boda. Very beautiful.....

and my death destroyed it all.

am i really dead? is this a dream? this is bad dreammm. That was my hand...... that is how i died...

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