The aftermath of the fairytale

Love is cruel, you get attached to someone or something and one day they just disappear. You never hear of them again. Life is horrible. You spend all of it working, trying to make money and when you finally do you're so called friends abandon you or are only your friends cause the money that you worked hard to get. That's why i dont get attached to anyone. Why i hate about movies is that the only show the good part about the fairytale never what happens after, never the aftermath. Well this is my story well its the aftermath of my story.

The aftermath of my fairytale.

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August 31th

Dear Crimson,

"We're so sorry for your loss Onyx-Naveen. We know how close you were to you're mother.We hope you find yourself a good family that will take good care of you. If you dont than come see us we'd be happy to take you in" .

One after the other everyone repeated the same line. How if i don't find a foster family how then can take me in and help me or how they're sorry for the death of my mother. But the truth  they're all just in it for the money.All of them! Just a couple days ago i heard the the Franklin family saying stuff like how my name was stupid and why would my mother choose such a hideous name for a girl. I love my name it's means beautiful black gemstone which i think suits me very well without a doubt.Just a couple days ago they were all against me but now they're all hogging up on me saying how they're sorry for me. Well it is too be expected when your mom is a billionaire and you inherit all the money cause you're the only family that she's got that truly loved him.All my uncles and aunts flew in from Chicago to show their sympathy but where were they when i was four  when my dad left us and when  my mom suffered a deep depression! The problem is i'm not eighteen yet so i can't inherit the money yet so there's this huge war between my supposedly "family members" to find out who's going to care of me and because they're too busy fighting I have to live in a foster family until the matter is settled. As you can see my life is really caothic right now!

Thing is with me nothing is simple. I have a bad temper, have mood swings, sometimes i disappear at night to my refugee and no one can find me and I always say whats on my mind and most of the times what i'm thinking is not lady like and all pink with flowers. My favorite color is red. It's my favorite cause it reminds me of the blood that circulates in my veins, It's just so fascinating how this liquid is the reason that you live! So because of this I haven't found a family yet. I'm like a stray cat waiting for someone to fall in love with but i know that that's never going to happen to me. Unfortunately i didn't inherit my mothers shiny blonde hair and beautiful blue eyes instead i have my dads dark gloomy hair and his grey eyes. Sometimes i'm mistaken for a ghost. Those are the reasons why i get bullied a lot  but when it comes to money everybody loves me.All human beings are so hypocritical.

September 1st 

Ahh the leaves started falling i took one and sticked it in here. Hope you like it Crimson , i think you will cause we have the same taste. They're so beautiful  autumn was always my favorite season. Today crimson i met this guy at the library,very tall and pretty handsome. Promise me that you won't tell anybody but i think i have a crush on him. Everyone was looking at me strangely when you wear such gloomy clothes as me its only natural but he was different. He smiled at me. I was so joyed  but like usal all of my fairytales have an aftermath. He already has a girlfriend.......

October 31th

Dear Crimson,

It's been exactly 2 months since the death of my mom and I still can't find a foster family. No one wants me cause of my bad attitude and my real family are to busy fighting. Other than that there's nothing special about today . Well other than it's Halloween and that its my birthday but I don't really care about that and nobody else cares about my birthday which is good cause I don't get why human beings celebrate birthday's. They're only celebrating being alive one more year which is stupid. Its a waste of time.Well Crimson i'm feeling kind of gloomy today but watching insolent fools run around the street with stupid costumes like pretending to be Draculaura or a werewolf and asking for candy like a homeless person makes me laugh. I jusy don't get it they like dressing up like monster but they meet a real one like me they're just so hateful about it.Tell me crimson why are humans so insolent . Well there is a good side to there stupidity. It's that if they weren't insolent I wouldn't be having this much fun so let them be...

p.s I'm sorry that I took so long to write to you things haven't gone as planned . My apologies. You must've felt lonely well at least I know that I would. Don't you forget that Crimson.  xoxoxoxo

November 10th

Chère Crimson,

Today is the day that I finally go home. Well not my real house. They found a foster family that accepted me in. Well that's strange I'm sure that they're also doing it for the money.  I mean come on who would accept me a dark, blood loving girl like me. I don't get it.Do you Crimson? I can't write to you write now because I have to pack but ill make sure to write later. I don't want you to feel lonely.

November 11th

Crimson, I'm so frustrated you  wont believe why! I'm frustrated because of a human! First let me calm down...

So I arrived at this old run down house. When this old lady comes out and introduces herself to me.

"Hello there dear , I'm  Margulies.  Welcome to you're new home my darling".

Seeing that I wasn't answering she continued talking anyways.

" Well then come on in ill show you to your bed. Our place is a little run down but isn't it the family air that matters."

Arrived inside I noticed that there was mold the doors were crack and there were cockroaches crawling everywhere.They're were 3 rooms and they were all very small. Way smaller than my bathroom at home. I walked in my room and realized that I was sharing my room with another girl! I'm not a very sociable person so immediately after seeing that I would have to share a room I turned around to Margulies and said....

" I can't share a room with another person please transfer me to another one."

"Well sweetheart its either you sleep with Nina or you go sleep with the guys."

"What about that third room? Can't I use that one?"

"I'm sorry sweetheart but that ones mine I can't let you have it."

"Listen here you old hag I cant share a room with another person especially a dimwitted girl so you're just gonna have to sleep on the couch.Got it!"

At that exact moment a tall guy walked in the room. He grabbed my collard and pushed me on the wall and said with his cold voice....

"Listen here you squirt! Ms. Margulies had the kindness to let you in when no one else would so show her some respect! What about if you slept on the couch ! How would you like that! You disrespectful brat!"

When he finally put me down I looked around and saw everyone laughing at me . it wasn't the first time but this time I felt humiliated . Never has a man dare put a finger on my body not even my own dad and now he.... That bastard!  I couldn't take it anymore that I took my bags and left running with my head down and didn't look back. i Arrived at a small park with a small slide and a couple of swings. I hid under the slide and its where im writing to you right now Crimson. I dont kow what im gonna do next. I dont have any money and cant even buy a bus ticket. Oh well Ill just sleep on it. Crimson its not certain that ill be able to write to you tomorrow until i find somewhere stable to stay. So this is goodbye for now but dont worry ill be back i promise! 

November 13th

Crimson, i'm still in the streets. No one cares about me. Well i don't blame them i dont care about myself either i just want to perish but if i do i cant take you with me. I dont want to be alone in hell. Im freezing. I want my mom. I sound like a child. What's happening to me? There's this liquid coming out of my eyes. What's this white light? Am i dead? Am i going to see my mom again? What's happening to me i'm so scared someone plese help me......