I Love You, Don't leave me! / BTS Suga

Unexpected Meeting

I'm sitting in the bus. My best friend besides me. She looks happy! For one week we spend our holidays at the english coast. Exactly said in Poole, a small City, two hours away from London. Because we both are already 21 years old, we spontaneously took holidays, packed our things and went to the coast.

The bus stops at the next busstop and we get out. My earphones still play the same music like half an hour ago: K-Pop! But not just someones playlist. All songs are from a special boygroup. Bangtan Sonyeondan shortly BTS...the group of my brother...Jimin.

For two years we haven't seen each other now. Of course he lives in South Korea with the group. Eight timezones divide us. So actually we aren't reachable all the time...nevermind...less from my brother and more from me.

We spread out our towels at a quiet place and sit down. "It was a good choice to spend our holidays here!" Bella turns her face to the sun. "That's right!" I look around the beach. Not many people are here today. The english students haven't holidays already. I take my earphones out and turn off the music. "Let's go into the water, before the sun disappears.", I say, to get away of the thoughts about my brother. I couldn't break free of them since I left Seoul...

We take out our dresses and go to the sea. "I had never thought, that holidays in our own country could be so beautiful. They really can envy us!", she laughs and I have to do the same. Her laughter is so catching. if she laughs, I always laugh too. 

The water is cool and refreshing. Although there are only 25 degrees, you feel like in midsummer, because the sun is burning a lot at the beach. We stay a hole eternity in the sea before we go back to our towels. "You have to promise me, that we will repeat that someday!", Bella holds an invisible knife in front of my chest to blackmail me. I put up my hands and say: "It's okay! I promise!" Again we have to laugh.

But then I suddenly stop laughing... A few hundret metres away I see a group of men, which goes along the beach. It seems like they would search for something because they always look around. I look once again more exactly to be sure....Bella looks at me all worried: "What happend? Is everything alright?" I give her the sign to wait a second. Could that be true? Then I look at her: "Do you see the men there?" She nods. "I shortly thought, that my brother is there." The expression on her face changes. "Your brother? Jimin? Isn't he living in South Korea?" "Yes, he is. I must have been mistaken...." "But....when he would be here...then the others would be...." A smile appears on her face. "Yeah, your right, but it would be a really big coincidence, if Jimin, and then with the other Boys as well, would be here, at the other side if the world."

I have a look at my phone, hopeing that Jimin has send me a message. But my display shows exactly nothing. "Such coincidences happens..." "Yes, but only in movies." Bella lays down at her towel. Apparently she holds it also for unlikely, that they could be the boys.

Bella is an ARMY since the Wings Era. She knows every single tone. I admit, I'm not better. I also know all lyrics from memory...but it's the group of my brother so it's different. I still stay down and stare absently at the group. Three other ones joined the original four men. I can see how they talk. But from this distance it's difficult to see something more exact or to hear something.

"Bella! They are comeing nearer!" Bella sits up jerkily. Together we observe how the Group walks in our direction. Probably they want to go along us to the promenade or they are searching for a nice mooring.  Or they just want to flirt with us.... That can't be Jimin. He would have told me, if he would be in England, woulnd't he?

"Is that Jimin??" "They are too far away. I can't recognise anything! And you should recognise them too." My heart beats faster. What if it's real and he is here? How would he react to me? How would I react? He has changed in the last two years. I could pursue this on Twitter and all the other social media platforms. But I also changed. I lost a total of ten kilogram. Would he notice it? And a completly different question: How would I react towards the boys? Taehyung, Hoseok, Seokjin, Namjoon, Jungkook and not to forget my bias Yoongi!! Could I still talk?

Slowly the faces get clearer. They are still talking lively about a topic. They laugh and emit an aura of the cheerfulness.

Then one of them turns his face towards me...

I stare at him with opened mouth...

And my hearts stops for a second...