Drowning

What's it Like?

what's it like?

like drowning while watching everyone else breathing fine

like you have to be different to be normal

you feel disconnected from the world

you're different.... unaccepted

you know people care but feel like they don't

you feel awful and worthless

you hate yourself more than anything

you feel unloved, unwanted

you hate the feeling so much, you long for the time to come when u feel nothing at all

you don't look as pretty as they do... you hate yourself for that

it's hard to open up for fear of someone leaving

so you isolate yourself on an invisible island

you become free

you're a fake

you're a loser

you're worthless

the voices take over your mind and body

they leave and you feel empty

you are alone and unwanted

then you hear "go kill yourself"

and you do...