Falling For The Bad Boy (Discontinued)

Chapter 8:

    I dreaded the walk home. What will he do when I get there? I hated not having the car, but it saved us some money since we live so close. When I entered my neighborhood, I could hear loud music blaring from one of the houses.... My house. I dashed to the door, opening it to find them just dancing around and having a great time. Jin looked like the only one in his right mind, trying to clean up and repeatedly turning down the music.
    None on the boys had noticed I had walked in yet. I walked directly to the radio and yanked the plug out of the socket. The boys were just frozen, eyes wide. I noticed yoongi, who was asleep on the couch, had opened his eyes. He looked confused and angry, but when he saw me his face grew soft.
    "Are you guys crazy? The neighbors could have called the cops! I don't have the money to bust you guys out, also please keep the house fairly clean. Poor Jin can't keep up with you guys and Yoongi is always sleeping. Please, please, please, act like adults when I'm gone. They all apologized and started cleaning up. I helped, and when we were done, I ran up the stairs and disappeared into my room.
    I plopped down on my bed and reached for a book in my bedside table. An old, leather bound book appeared as I opened the false bottom in my drawer. It's my diary/music book, I've had it forever. I grabbed my guitar and started playing Stay by BlackPink.

    "I didn't know you could play, or sing." I spun around to see Yoongi leaning on my door frame.
    "Yeah, I started learning a little while after, you know." he nodded his head know I was referring to my parents death. I've never felt comfortable talking about it. He slowly walked towards me and sat next to me.
    "Why don't you like to talk about it? If you don't mind me asking, sorry if I'm crossing a line or anything." he asked quietly. I sighed and placed my guitar back on its stand.
    "I guess since I was never close to them and I felt like they hated Tae and I. I don't know if Tae ever told you about them but... " I looked away, not knowing how to finish my sentence.
    "I shouldn't have asked, I'm so sorry. " he said.
    "No, I do need to talk about it more. If I talk about it, maybe my feelings towards them will change." he gave me a warm smile.
"Do you think we could ever be best friends again?" I thought aloud.
    "I sure hope so, I want you to be mine. I think that is the first step." he confessed. I just laughed and nodded my head, bringing my knees up to my chest.
"What's this book?" he asked, eyeing it.
    "Oh this thing? It's just an old book, I've had it forever. But it's nothing." I snatched it from its spot on the bed and held it close to my chest. I hope he doesn't try to read it. It contains too many secrets.
    "What's in it?" he asked, moving closer
    "N-nothing, it's just a book I thought was pretty." I said
    "Can I look at it? It looks nice." he asked in a hushed tone.
    I don't want him to read anything in this. But I did write one song that I'm proud of. Maybe I should ask him to sing it with me! Would that be weird? You know what, Yolo! Imma ask him.
    "I wrote a song and I was wondering, if you would sing it with me? I'm actually kinda proud of it and I think your voice would sound nice." He looked shocked. Did I mess up?
    "I don't really sing though, are you sure?" he asked.
    "Yes I'm sure, I'll play and here's the lyrics." I opened to the page and handed him the book.
"Please don't read anything besides that, it's quite a personal book." I spoke in a hushed tone. He just nodded and looked at me. I started playing.

(My emo side is showing with this song lol)
    "You wrote that?" He asked, smiling as he did.
    "Yeah, it's not about anyone but I felt like I had to write it ya know?" he laughed
    "Well, I love it. You have a real talent, you know. It's hard to tight good songs like that." he commented.
    He closed the book and handed it to me.
    "Thank you." I grabbed the book and put it on my night stand.
    "I think if we're gonna be best friends again, we should start hanging out more. We should go to a movie sometime this week." He spoke up, nervously scratching his head as he did.
    "I would love to! But remember, I still have to tell Jimin about this. I think we should slowly start doing things like that and then I'll tell him. I really don't want to hurt him."