The feeling of him on my body is precious. Every moment spent with him, always cherished. The things he'd do to me made me breathless. The time and love with him was endless. But what if he's not real, what if he my temptation, a figure of my imagination. Something rational for things that can not be rationed. Is that not fashionable? From a girl who came from the unimaginable, with no tangible control of her life; is that
unexpectable ? Everything she sees recognizable and instantly becomes unrecognizable. The things she feels unmanageable. The moments that come never can she overcome. She is left in a world, one in her mind where things can never just be.
