My mind has a multitude of equations. Each more makes me lonelier. But yet I'm haunted, haunted by the things that can't be tamed in a deep sleep filled with my imagination, tainted by my mind. Because even in my dreams I still can't seem to find peace. I still can't seem to find the thing that holds me between this world or the next. And I know I need to find it, because I fear nothing will be holding me from the next world when I enter such a deep sleep.
It is said that my mind is polluted and that I'm diluted, that may be true....
But sometimes, Only in my dreams is when I can be happy. Only in my dreams I can be the girl I'll never be, only in my dreams I can feel so heavenly, only in my dreams I can truly express me. Only in my dreams I can be the best me, only in my dreams things come together piece by piece, only in my dreams I can feel at peace, only in my dreams I can experience the things that would never be, only in my dreams I can sing and be loved and be happy and so on....
