The Dauntless Boys

4

He smiles and climbs on to my bed. What the hell please, please get off. No boy has ever gotten close to me before. I think he could tell i stiffed up because he was laughing. "Your cute" he poked me in the side. I flinched, and wait what did he call me. "could you please not touch me" he laughed at me again. Why does he keep laughing at me? "So what, not going to take my complement?". What is he trying to do? Im not stupid. "Well yes or no?" it's official, this guys an ass. "No"  i get down from my bed and walk towards the door. Anything would be better then being in a room with him. "Now where do you think your going?" he jumps of my bed and blocks the door by standing in front of me with his arms crossed. "Im going to eat,now please move" i try to raise my voice but i know it didnt work. "No i think your trying to get away from me stiff, like to explain why?" he leans in closer to me. Oh my gosh what is he going to do? " I have a name" WHAT! ive gone crazy. I should keep my mouth shut like i always do. Ever since he's been around me i act different. "Oh stiff trying to act like a badass now arnt we" he wears a crooked grin. Wow he's perfect, his jaw line is soo... Uggg! "So not going to answer me now?" he leans back and i see the muscles in his arms and shoulders. "No i would just appreciated if you called me by my name" i look down cause i know i was being rude, i really dont belong in Dauntless. "Well then what is your name lovely?" he winked and i almost died. Who does he think he is? " My name is Mia, Mia Reed" i looked down again. "Beautiful name, just like you" he wore that crooked smile again. Beautiful! This guy is full of bullshit. I rolled my eyes and tried to open the door. "No need to leave now, I'm leaving anyways, you bore me stiff" that really hurt. He turned around and walked out the door without looking back to see me. I dont know why but i started to cry. My tears kept poring out. And they would not stop. I climbed back onto my bed. It was probably about 30 more minutes until somebody actually came into the room. I don't know what his name was but he saw me and smiled. I wanted to smile back but I didn't. Instead I look down and try not to cry anymore. After a while I climbed under my covers and pretended to sleep. It was late in the whole night I could here sobbing. Maybe I was being selfish. Everybody in this room felt the same pain I was feeling. I wonder if any of them are divergent. I wonder what Summer is thinking right now. Is she thinking about me? Is she happy where she's at? Does she have the same struggle? Is she crying? Does she have an ignorant boy harassing her? Maybe since she is no longer in abnegation she lets the boys talk to her. Maybe she likes it. Maybe I no longer matter to her. Then my mind goes to him. What does he want from me? he's mean and sometimes he's kind. He tried to act tough but I can see it in his eyes. He has suffered. He knows what pain is. I find him attractive. I don't know why but I do. I don't want to he makes me scared. However he makes me feel safe. This is nonsense I don't even know him. Although I don't even know myself. Divergent I still don't understand. And to think because I am divergent my life is at risk. Will anyone care if I die? Would anyone noticed that I died? I think thoughts like this until I'm asleep. I wake up the next morning but it's still dark. I decided I should go eat. I am human so I do get hungry. When I sit down I see him and he sees me. Oh please go away please please. He keeps walking towards my table. The girl Christina notices coming too. She poked me and whispered into my ear. "He's looking at you!" she has so much excitement for no reason. "No he's not" he gets closer. Then he gets to our table. " Hey stiff come with me". I look at Christina and Beatrice. Christina has the hugest smile on her face. " uh....okay" and i get up and follow him.