I can't listen to music without thinking of you.
Not even the music I make.
But I keep rushing back to it because I can't bear the silence that used to be filled with your voice.
I need you now more than ever,
This silence isn't my choice.
There are too many things I see that remind me of you.
So I'll close my eyes for a little while.
Every time I close my eyes I dream of you, I dream of us.
I dream of being able to touch you though I've never known what your skin feels like.
I've never known what your hugs and kisses feel like.
And I still want that chance and I don't think my heart will let it go.
So I want you to know,
Every hour that passes I think of you at least three times.
Enough for me to try to pluck up the courage to call you and tell you that I love you.
