His Love

"Realisation"

Koi rehta hai har waqt khayalon mein iss tarha...

Ka khwab dekhny ki zarorat nahin mujhy..

Uski har baat la-jawab hai mery liay..

Uski tareef karny ki zarorat nahin mujhy..

Uski ankhon ki kashish kahin jany nahin deti..

Uska elawa kisi ko apna banany ki zarorat nahin mujhy...

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Anisa's prov:

He did this all..he...did this..to arsalan..
Why...because i reject his proposal and choose Arsalan ..instead of him...

I don't want to beleive what other reasons my mind is suggesting.... no..this can't be possible..

I look into his eyes which are boring holes in me....and his eyes answered...my all unasked questions..

I don't know how the remaining journey went...i am lost in my own thoughts..
The chain of my thoughts broke when the car came to a halt...infront of the house..
I step out of the car..without saying anything...i don't wanna face anyone..and i also don't want to listen him...today what he did is unbelievable..he went so far...!!!

I came in my room..and closed my room door...
I am not able to comprehend what is happening in my life..why things are going against me....
There is only one thing which i want in my life...is Respect....!!

Respect for my mother...which i know..i will never be able to gain while living in this house..but now all the things are turning against me..

Everything was going right then suddenly why asfand did this..!!
He can't see my happiness...He always somehow managed to crush it..!!

What he got by doing this to me..why he want to marry me...he can marry anyone..but no he choses me to torture...!!

From childhood he is against me....he never likes me....he likes to play with my feelings..!!
But now the game which is he going to play... Can destroy me completely..infact just the thought of becoming his wife.. suffocating me to the hell...!!

But the most important thing right now is..why he wanted this marriage..what is his motives behind this..!!

After debating and thinking about it many hours i still can't find any valid reason behind  all this...!!
So i came downstairs because if i think about this matter one more sec my mind is going to explode...

I am going to enter the drawing room when i hear Ayla's voice..

"Ohhoo Ali..i never thought Anie behave so naively in this matter...
Everything is crystal clear...and it's  infront of everyone...and even a blind person can see and tell that asfand bhai...started liking Anisa..."

"Asfand started liking me"...???
How can this be even possible..

"Hmm...maybe there is someother reason of asfand bhai's"..ali said but ayla cut him in between..!!
"Ali..stop denaying and accept it...if this is not the reason then you yourself tell me any-other valid reason of asfand bhai's change in behaviour and now his proposal..."

"The sudden change in his behaviour...his staring..his compliment..his proposal..his calmness...his anger..."
All the things set in it's place....now everything makes sense..!!

He wanted this marriage..he want to marry me not because he hate me or he wanted to cause trouble to me but actually because he likes me....!!!

So this is the actuall reason behind his proposal..ok then...!!!
It's his choice..or it's his problem that he started liking me...
But i don't like him..and never will....so i don't want this marriage i never wanna become his wife...and it's my choice..