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|New message from: taetae|

taetae: i told them

taetae: they asked you to reach them sometime

kookie: i'll do it

kookie: sooner or later

taetae: just don't cut ties with us

taetae: how ru doin'?

kookie: a bit better actually

kookie: i can't get used to all this situation

kookie: altough it's the same house and same grandparents

taetae: so you were livin' with your grandparents in busan?

kookie: yep

kookie: you wouldn't believe how happy they are that we are back

kookie: but it's partly because of my moms' absence

taetae: i get a feeling your mother isn't particularly welcome in your family

taetae: has she done somethin bad to them?

kookie: never

kookie: she was helping my grandma ever since i can remember

kookie: we were so damn happy

kookie: but then...

kookie: uh, nvm

taetae: what happened?

kookie: my mom wanted for us to have our own house

kookie: living with grandparents was awesome

kookie: but it wasn't the same as having your own place u kno

kookie: seems like my grandma is overprotective about my dad and she wants to keep him all to herself

kookie: still we managed to get to Seul, where my mom came from

taetae: did your grandma turn your father against her?

kookie: at least i think so

kookie: about six months after the moving out they started arguing

kookie: mom started drinking, more day by day

kookie: it's a perfect excuse to make a total psycho out of her, isn't it?

kookie: i'm so fucking stupid for figuring it all out so late

taetae: u did nothin' wrong

taetae: but if your mom used to drink, she clearly isn't the best kind of parent

kookie: hyung, don't push your luck

kookie: she's very lost rn

taetae: hasn't she done anything to you when she was drunk?

kookie: she never raised a hand or voice on anyone

kookie: but otherwise she didn't drink every single day

taetae: if you say so

kookie: don't u believe me?

taetae: maybe you don't know everything

taetae: love makes you blind

kookie: u know what, leave me alone

kookie: you're not helpin' me

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taetae: fuck

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