I remember...... It started off as a pretty normal day. Sun was shining. Birds were singing. I looked over at my 3 month old son who was laid out happily sleeping on my bed. I stretched then looked over at my phone. My girlfriend had text me & she was pissed. 'CALL ME NOW! YOU ALWAYS POSTING SHIT ON FACEBOOK ABOUT US. YOU NEED TO STOP DOING THAT SHIT!' I didn't know what she was talking about & I didn't care. She was a natural dick. A Pisces. & I'm a cancer. Too sensitive for my own good. She didn't really care about anyone but herself. That was Kierra for you. & as usual she was pissing me off. Nothing new... I shook it off & sat up in bed trying to figure out what I would do for that day. *Bing bing bing* My phone started going off like an alarm clock. Knowing who it was, I reluctantly answered. "......Hello." 'Lashay', my girl stated angrily on the other end. "Yea", She just did too much all the time
it. 'I just think it's funny how.....' Right there is where I hung up the phone. She had got on my nerve. I didn't have the patience to deal with it that day. I remember turning my phone on silent & proceeding to get on Facebook. :Fem Bestfriend? 😍👯♀️: I posted the status on my page. Some people called it Facebook fame but I never thought of it like that or that it even mattered. In reality it did tho. It's like I'm a cool, funny, smart & great person to my friends on Facebook. But I wasn't to Kierra.... she got mad at just about everything & honestly I didn't understand it. I decided to brush it out of my thoughts then proceeded back to my Facebook page to check my notifications. Searching thru 200 like & 36 Comments, I didn't see anyone I was interested in friending. But then as I was looking at the comments, I noticed a girl named Charlotte Marie. 'Me 👋🏽' is what her comment read. I clicked on her profile to look thru her pics. She was one of the most beautiful girls I'd ever seen. She looked a little young though. But I knew something in my head ... I was about to make her like me. I remember commenting back to her. Almost immediately she responded to me. 'Hey 😍', it read. 'You gonna be my new Bestfriend or what?', I replied. Straight to the point. I watched her read it then she started typing.... 'Of course ☺️' she responded. I smiled even harder & started to respond but was interrupted by a phone call. It was my girl... I didn't really want to answer but I knew it would only cause more problems. I took a deep breath before answering the phone.. "Yea Kie?", I sighed. 'So you just gone hang up me?' She snarled. I rolled my eyes & sighed once again.. "Babe I just don't want to argue. You know sometimes you do a lot & you make yourself mad or work yourself up. Honestly I just woke up & Kaden isn't up yet so just chill." 'Girl I don't work shit up, you just don't see what you do. You always wanna start shit then get mad when I come for you like grow up Lasha....' *Beep beep beep* I hung up. Normally I'd let her talk & she would hang up. I could never get a word in with her. That's mainly why that time I just wasn't going to do it. I knew it would make things worse but at that time I really didn't care. I remember calming my thoughts down before I checked my notifications to see another message from my new Bestfriend at the time. 'You gonna call me or you want me to call you or are you busy?......' I sent a laughing emoji & asked for her number. I put the number in & dialed.. Rang twice before she answered.. 'hello?' Her voice was so light & cute, she sounded like a little girl... Trust me when I say she doesn't really sound like that.... "Hey Bestfriend", I chuckled. 'Hey Bestfriend. Whatcha doing?' Her little sounding voice echoed thru the phone. "Nothing much.. But um.. Can I ask you question?" 'Yes?' She sounded nervous. "How old are you?" The phone had suddenly went quiet for a minute. "....Um.. hello?".. 'Sorry I didn't hear what you asked me..', that time her voice was a little louder. "How old are you?".. 'How... old are you?' She asked quietly. "Well.. I did ask you first so.. can you tell me?" Once again the phone went quiet. "Well... I'm 19 so I don't know how old that is to you" I wanted her to feel more comfortable telling me. 'I'm 17..' she whispered. "Oh well when is your birthday?"... She wouldn't tell me. "You know what? It doesn't matter. Tell me about you." .... We talked for almost two hours that day. I just met her but I felt like I knew her forever. She was cool as hell & she lives in Ohio. She had a great vibe though. It's like I wanted to see more of her then suddenly none of her. She managed to get me to think about her the first day I met her. I didn't like that.. But I continued to talk to her.. Even around my girl. & she never really noticed it. She was too into her phone. & we would argue but never fix things. Then it's crazy cause one day one day she decided she didn't want to deal with me & she broke up with me. & the first person I thought to call... was Charlotte... She became something more to me. & I even started to... Love her. But I still couldn't manage to Love anyone more than I loved Kierra... & that caused way too many problems. But I'm about to tell you how that ended up... Stay tuned.
