There's time for everything, there's a time for the right persons to come and make you discover that part of you that you didn't know you had. There's the person who makes you feel weak. The one who makes you feel strong. Adorable. Loyal. Beautiful. And other who makes you get to know the side, that side that everybody likes in secret, the one that makes you like the pain you feel inside, the pain for someone. The kind of pain which makes you feel good about having it. The pain that you feel each and everyday without wanting it to fade away.
Pain is a strong word if you see it with the meaning that we were taught.
Physical pain. It's really hard. Mental pain, there are types: the one you can get rid of with treatment and the one you can never get rid of, not because there is no treatment, but because you like how it feels. You stand in front of a dilemma; you get rid of it and you feel miserable, you keep it and feel complete but it's still pain, it still hurts... Sometimes just a bit, sometimes it fills every cell in your organism. But you decided, because you wanted it to be like that, and it doesn't matter. You still want it there.
