Midnight Thoughts

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Oras na ah? Buti gising ka pa?

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Oras na ah? Buti gising ka pa?

I'm guessing you can't shut your mind off. Full of thoughts. Voices inside your head can be heard. Am I right?

Girl/boy I feel you. You're reading this out of curiosity kung ano nga ba ang nakasulat dito.

Those voices inside your head, those voices saying the following:

Am I not enough?
Bakit ganun?
Bakit puro kamalian ko nalang ang nakikita nila?
Bakit puro pagkakamali ko lang ang napapansin nila?
Acknowledgement is not on their vocabulary.
I did my very best just to make them proud of me!
I did everything for them to notice me.
I did absolutely everything for nothing?

Effort, one word six letters, efforts goes to waste.

Sana hindi nalang ako nagtyagang maghintay!
Sana hindi ko nalang isinapuso ang patience is a virtue na yan!
Wala rin naman akong napala, one word four letters, napunta lang lahat sa wala.

I'm ugly.
I'm skinny.
I'm fat.
I'm short.
I will never be her/him.
I'm just a burden.
I affect people's lives negatively just by simply existing.

I shouldn't have done that
I shouldn't have said that
Kung hindi ko ginawa yun ano kaya ang kalalabasan?
Kung hindi ko sinabi yun ganun parin ba gaya ng dati?

Are you comparing yourself to others?

Are you thinking about killing yourself?

Are you thinking about ending your life?

Are you blaming yourself for everything?

Yep some of the events that has happened, it was you who is responsible for it

I know it's hard, it sucks to be depressed it sucks to have anxiety but it's not your fault, it's the people that surrounds you. They're the ones who made you think that way. Those cruel creatures. The way they treat you. You won't be like that if they encourage you instead of letting you down, support you instead of comparing you to others. Those numb creatures it's their fault!

Pinagtawanan ka na ba nung nag open up ka?
Nasabihan ka na ba na OA?
Hinusgahan without knowing the whole story?
It sucks right?
Like who the hell do they think they are? God? They don't have the right to judge without knowing the whole story geez.

Those close minded people smh.

Well life would be boring if there's no challenges right? Life would be boring if it's perfect right?

If you're experiencing life challenges atm everything will be okay. That you can't experience pleasure in life without experiencing pain. And I want you to know that you're not alone, marami tayong nakakaranas ng mga pagsubok sa buhay.

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⏰ Huling update: Dec 14, 2017 ⏰

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