Time flies and regrets get deeper,
They say that guy left us and got even cheaper.
Creepier my surroundings get
My mama said you can never get her back.
I didn't leave you because i was bored,
Or all my charm was already sold
But i had some plans, good for you
I wasn't even ready for the good of you.
I left.
I didn't leave you the day I said lets break up, i did when you said
"If I didn't get good grades, ima leave the college."
If it wasn't the time than maybe 2 days after
I had to think what went wrong..
Wrong in our times or our future..
Now let me confess it, one last time
You and i never actually rhymed
I left you coz' i was a loss for you.
Choosing me was clearly not a toss for you.
But we had different plans and we had different sights
I wanted you to prosper but me by your side.
But i was the one who didn't let you focus..
Focus on the studies or focus on your folks
Chatting with your guy 24/7 in the loo
You need to have a life, relax and love me boo
Sit on the couch and talk but they wouldn't let you.
But neither you could learn nor you could earn
Had a small lil phone and a whole lot of burns
Your sister wouldn't let you breath just fine
And you could never ever call me at 9
Girl your life was tough
And i couldn't let you go out of college coz of me
You barely even attend an event with me..
And i knew
I knew that if I'll stay with you we both wont be able to study..
We both didn't get good enough grades..
You got served harsh
And i got slapped by my dad
If one treats their problems as too much, doesn't mean the other person's problems are none.
I wanted you to be independent.
Get done with this shitty college and make a living
So that next time someone asks what phone do you have?
You wont have to stutter saying galaxy dublew
Or something like that..
So dont you ever please call me a cheater, as i would never regard you with that, even when you were loyal through out
Since day one, you've been leagues out
For me
For me you had been a blessing
And you know
I never really got the chance to say im sorry or goodbye
But just an attempt to neutralize
You had to surprise me with your new phone
And i also got to tell you bout my flight
We had our differences and i was a looser
And i accept it..
You know that.
With you i barely smoked
Now its chocking me to death
But girl,
Not a day went by when I didn't diss you.
Now not a moment goes by when I don't miss you.
