Sept 30th, 2016
It was his Birthday.
I didn't get to greet him exactly at 12 am.
It probably upset him.
Made it up for him by spamming him with snaps.
After school we went on call for an hour or two.
Then he left to celebrate his birthday with his family.
Oct 7, 2016
My cousins came over for dinner.
I was on call with him.
The call was going since last night.
The call was at 20 hours when my cousins came.
23hrs 39min into the call, I accidentally ended the call.
He was quite triggered but it was due to my phone falling.
I recalled him cry laughing while apologizing to him.
11:30 a fight happened between my cousins parents.
It triggered me due to past experiences.
11:50 they stopped arguing.
He was still on call, I asked what he was doing.
He said he was getting ready for something.
I asked what it was, and he said "to be the first to say happy birthday to you!"
All the sadness that just went through me then disappeared, and turn to pure happiness.
October 8th 12:00 am
He said happy birthday through call, seconds later he said it through snap.
He then sent a video saying "happy birthday baby I love you".
It felt as if my world lit up, and all I could feel was so many feeling it was hard to describe.
It was happiness by just a birthday, yet still what went wrong?
YOU ARE READING
I loved you, yet what went wrong?
RandomIdk I'm just really depressive.. and have no where else to put my feelings lmao... And I kinda also just decided to put down how my life was for future me to see how damn hurt I am/was LOOOOL. NOTE: This is all in September of 2016 to March of 2017...