In love with the bad boy

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Everybody has fears wether they show it or not. It could be a spider,  small spaces, the cool aid man, or even a spoon. Well my fear? mines alittle diffrent. My biggest fear is that you can fall out of love as fast as you fell in it. I told him that.

He said "don't worry baby, that won't happen I'll love you for the rest of my life, until the day I die and even after death." That's when I know I had fallen for this boy. So far down I wouldn't be able to get out if I needed too. I fell so hard that the earth shook and everyone knew I was head over heels for this boy. One year went by our relationship was perfect. 2 years and the relationship was still the same not a flaw in the world.

year three started I got a promise ring, beautiful black rose with diamonds around it. He got down in a pile of rose peddles, under hundreds of fairy lights, it looked like it took him forever to set this place up it was perfect. He held my hand and said "through thick and thin, I've fallen for you so hard I'd never be able to get out if I needed too. I promise I will be here with you until the day I die. I believed him.

A couple months later he started acting strange. Not messaging me back as fast as he used too, not walking me to my classes, sitting with me at lunch, he wouldn't even really make eye contact.

It gets sad if your emotional stop reading you will cry I did and I'm not an emotional person

We had plans one night and all the sudden he stopped texting me. I texted his mom asking if he was home. She told me he was asleep and she was running to the store. She said she would leave the door unlocked so I could go wake him up. I got in my car and drove to his house. I took one step into his room and within half of a second I couldn't stand him. There he was in bed with my best friend. The person who's supposed to always be there for you, never be the reason you cry, make you laugh when your sad, stand up for you. I thought I had that kind of friend but I guess I was wrong. Not waisting another second I dropped all my things and ran. I ran without taking another look back. Without even stopping to get in my car. I could hear him calling after me. I ran and didn't stop until I made it to my room. That's when it really hit me. There it was all the presidents he had ever bought me the blanket with our prom photo printed onto it. My walls not a inch left blank from our pictures. There he was his 6'2 frame his perfect smile and my favorite color of all time. His beautiful ocean blue eyes with specks of green in them. Hundreds of photos starring at me. I couldn't do it anymore.

His words clear in my head like they always were. "We won't ever drift apart I love you too much." I thought everyone could see I was madly in love with this guy. I guess I was wrong. The two most important people in my life couldn't see it. Now here I am alone. Without a friend or boyfriend.

It took me 3 seconds to realize I was madly I love with the boy and half a second to know I didn't want to see him ever again.