Everyday, it feels like I'm going through a breakup. All of the emotions. I'm not going through a breakup. It just feels like it. Everyday, I struggle to not kill myself. I love the pain of putting the razor to my skin and fastly cut through my skin. everyday,I put a blade on my skin, press down, swipe the blade across my skin, feeling the sting of the cut, and watch as the blood starts pouring out.
