Why Do You Love Me? {A Mindless Behavior, Diggy and more Love Story}

Chapter 20

~*Lulu's POV*~

I rang the doorbell and waited for diggy to come open the door.

"Hey baby!" He said hugging me.

"Hey" I said.

"Come on in." He said.

"I think I'd rather stay on the porch." I said, avoiding looking him in his eyes.

"Are you okay?" He asked siting on a chair on his porch.

"I'm fine." I said.

"You don't seem like it." He said.

I didn't think this would be this hard. But it is.

"I just got a lot on my mind." I told him.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" He asked. I sat down in the chair beside him.

"Uh, I can answer your question now." I said still not looking at him.

"Okay, what's your answer?" He looked excited.

"No." I said finally looking at him. He looked like the world just crashed on his shoulders. He went from a smile to a frown.

"Lulu... why..." He whispered.

"Im sorry. I just can't be with you. It's not your falt. You did nothing wrong, you did everything right actually." I honestly told him.

"If I did everything right then why is 'no' your answer? I thought we might have a chance. You are the only person in the world that makes me feel important. Lulu, you put the L in Love! Please....." He started crying. I never had anybody beg for me. I never seen Diggy so incomplete. I know how It feels to have my heartbroken and I don't want anyone to have to experience anything that painful. I hate seeing people cry especially when it's because of me.

"Diggy I love you and You know that but-

"If you love me then why can't you just be with me?! No buts." He was really hurt and it's all my falt.

I'm sorry." I whispered.

"Don't be. If you don't want me then you wont have me. I'm not even mad. But, can I have one last kiss before I lose you forever." He asked me.

"No, I would be cheating on my boyfriend if I did that." I told him.

"Boyfriend? WOW. So you chose someone else over me.?" He asked.

"Yes, I did." I told him. I wanted to lie but everything hidden in the dark eventually comes to the light.

"Who was it? Let me guess, Roc." He said.

"Technically." I said.

*Awkward Silence*

"But we can still be friends, right?" I asked him.

"I don't know. I was kinda looking forward to that kiss." He had a slight smile on his face.

"Nope" I said popping the p all willy nilly.

"What about a hug?" He asked.

"I can give a hug." I said wrapping my arms around him.

"I love you." He said then leaned in to kiss me.

"Stop! I told you no." I said taking a step back. "I guess we can't handle being friends." I said grabbing my clutch and walking off the porch to my car. I felt terrible. Then as soon as I turned on the radio the wrong song came on. Heart attack by Trey songz. I sung along with it.

In too Deep Can't think about giving it up but I never Knew love could hurt like a heart attack. It's killig me I swear I never cried so much Cause' I never knew love could hurt this Fucking Bad! Worst Pain that I ever had! Oh Woah Woah Woahhh Worst pain that I ever had......

As the song ended I pulled into my drive way and walked in my house.

"Hey bae." Roc said eating a piece of chicken.

"Hey where did you get chicken from?" I asked him.

"KFC." He said.

"Oh." I went up stairs and layed in my bed. Every time I close my eyes I see that man that raped me yesterday. I started to cry.

"Hey Lou do you want some Chic-" Roc said walking in my room, then he stopped after he saw me crying. He ran over to me.

"What's the matter baby?" He asked me wiping the tears off my cheeks.

I shook my head.

"C'mon. You can tell me." He said.

"I-I Had a flashback." I said between sobs. He held me close until I fell asleep in his arms.

~*Laila's POV*~

~*Still at the club*~

I walked over to Prince dancing with some girl.

"C'mon we need to leave. NOW!" I said.

"Why?!" He asked me.

"Because." I said.

"Hey." The girl said.

I ignored her and dragged prince out of the club.

"What the hell was that for?!" He stopped in front of the his Lambo.

"Cuz I messed something up. I'll explain it when we get back home." I said trying to open the door but he pulled my hand.

"Are you Jealous?" He asked me. I almost slapped him.

"What am I going to be jealous of Jacob Perez?" I asked him.

"Why you gotta say my government name? ANYWAY your jealous of me." He said.

"EXCUSE YOU! I'M MOST DEFINITELY NOT JEALOUS OF YOU AND YOUR LITTLE HOE! HONESTLY, THERE ISN'T ANYTHING TO BE JEALOUS OF! NOW TAKE ME HOME JACK-ASS!" I screamed in the parking lot of the club. Everybody stared but I ain't even mad.

We got in the car. I couldn't stand being in the car with him right now. I'd be walking right now if my house  wasn't so damn far! We FINALLY got to my house. I was about to get out but he locked the doors.

"Why did you-" (GCO)

"You never told me why we had to leave." He said to me.

"Oh, I saw prod with this girl and I introduced myself by saying Hi I'm Laila Princeton's sister but, apparently you didn't tell prod about our situation cause he freaked out a little bit." I told him.

"Yeah, I didn't tell the guys yet but I plan on it." He said.

We sat there i awkward silence.

"So are y-you gonna open the door" My voice was kinda shaky in the silence.

"Yeah, my bad." He unlocked the door

"Thanks." I said. I kissed him on the cheek but one thing led to another.

Yeah its short but its all good, right? I don't know. ANYWHO? Did you like? Do you think Laila and prince did the unthinkable in his Lambo?

Love ya lots ~Devyon

{P.S Do you like the new characters so far? I know they really didn't say or do anything but eventually they will. All it takes is patients loves.}