Things To Think II

Me.

And in this night, the rain dropping my window bedroom, I feel like I'm nothing.

Like something's missing again, and there's emptiness inside my body that can't be fixed. I think, that in this light, dark, deep blue, with no stars in the sky, the mirror has broken itself, is it just for my fault?, or is it something else?
I just can't explain, how the best things end in the worst way.
It was a mistake or it was a lesson to learn?

It really happened? Or am I in a really bad dream?
I feel like I'm drowning, I feel bad for wonder and hope that everything would be fine, when is definitely not like that.

Now, in this rainy night, I feel lost, insecure, and a little bit of broken inside.
Maybe, someday I can fix myself completely, because I feel like I'm in a constantly change of emotions and feelings that can't control the way I want to get through life, I need my support, my help to understand this changes and make them to look better, and try to face all the situations with braveness, I have to be strong, I need to get out of my troubles.

I am lost, but not at all to find the way back home, and I know that, I know I can with this, with everything, and nobody will say the opposite.
They can't bet me. They can't with me.
I'll win this war with myself and the world and prove them all they were wrong about my capacities.