NOTE : Camila's new song is LIT. Got the idea from her song " Never be the same " . Listen to the song while reading ⬆️⬆️⬆️ . Have fun (;
Y/n's P.O.V :
I was always that rough and strong girl that everyone knew in school. Well, that's what I also thought of myself till I met Ethan, Ethan Dolan. Something must've gone wrong in my brain when I met him. I couldn't be my strong and fearless self around him. He was the only one who had me weak under his touch. I always make sure that my walls don't fall because, I am afraid of showing my emotions to anyone. I hated being weak and fearful around people. Ethan was the only one who broke my strongly built walls with no problems. I knew deep down that I will never be the same if I stay around him so did he. I tried running away but, it was useless because, he was everywhere. He was in my blood,my veins and in my head and his the one to be blamed. His touch always drove me crazy to the point I could overdose but, I tried to keep myself calm every time he touches me. He knew how much power he had over me. He would always say " stop playing it safe Y/n , I wanna see you lose control ". I always thought I didn't need anyone, but when it comes to Ethan, he's all I needed. His words were as strong as nicotine, heroin, morphine together. I feel like I am high on the strongest drugs when I hear his voice. When I am with him, all I see is red.
Ethan's P.O.V :
I knew I had her weak under my touch. I knew all she needed is me. I knew she couldn't think straight when I'm around her. When I met her, she had just as much power as I have on her now. I knew deep down Y/n was scared of showing her emotions to people. She never told me that, but to me, Y/n is a open book that I haven't finished reading yet. I wanted her to let her hidden emotions out. I want her to let me in. I want to see the real her. I want to see her weak, and that's what I am going to do.
NOTE : TWIST INVOLVED
Y/n's P.O.V :
Ethan said was gonna come pick me up and take me somewhere to talk to me about something. I prepared myself mentally like I usually do when I am gonna be with Ethan. I hear my bell ring. He's here. I run downstairs to open the door. I opened the door to see him standing there. " Hey Y/n, u ready? " he asked. God, I could feel the drugs kicking in. ( not literally)
" y-yeah " I said stuttering.
Ethan's P.O.V :
" Hey Y/n, u ready ? " I asked. " y-yeah " she stuttered. Damn, all I did was ask her if she's ready and she's already stuttering. Do I really have this much power over her? We got in my car and drove off to the forest. I was taking her to the middle of a forest I found. I was going to throw a couple words on her that could push her to the edge of tears. You might think that's very rude of me to do but, I am doing it for her. She had to open up to someone about herself and I wanted to be that person.
~ MINUTES LATER
We were in the woods now and Y/n was amazed. We sat down under a tree and it was time to throw words. " Y/n, have you ever opened up to anyone about yourself ? " I asked . " no, not really " she said looking everywhere but my eyes. " ever tried to do that? " I asked. " nope " is all she said. " why not Y/n? Hiding your emotions all the time is terrible. Some people did that thinking it's the right thing but, ended up buried underground with people crying over them " I said knowing it would push her steps to the edge. She shivered. " letting your emotions out could be a life changing thing. I use to know someone who was hella depressed but, never dared to tell anyone or at lest ask for help and they ended up killing their self. " I said knowing it would make her lose control because, her sister committed suicide over depression. I noticed she started shaking. Her eyes were filled with tears and she tried her best to keep them in which didn't quite work. She swallowed the lump in her throat and started breathing heavily. " I can't " she said almost under a whisper. Y/n stood up and ran away.
Y/n's P.O.V :
I stood and ran way. I couldn't handle his words no more. He's right though. I had to let my emotions out at some point. I leaned against a tree and broke down. The last time I broke down was 7 years ago and it felt weird but, right at the same time. I felt someone pull me to their chest and I knew it was Ethan but, I didn't care. "stop playing it safe Y/n , I wanna see you lose control " whispered Ethan and that made me cry more.
Ethan's P.O.V :
" stop playing it safe Y/n , I wanna see you lose control " I whispered and that made Y/n cry more. After she calmed down she hugged me like there's no tomorrow. " Thank you " Y/n whispered. " for what ? " I whispered back. ( idk why are they whispering at this point 😂 )
" because you changed me, you helped me and saved me. I will never be the same because of you. " she whispered then passed out on my chest. I carried her to my car and drove off on the now rainy road.
A/N : THE TWINS TURNED 18 TODAY MDMDMSKEKLS I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY ARE ADULTS NOW 😭 ALSO THEY BOTH HIT 5MIL ON TWITTER
