I'm trapped somewhere between my mind and heart. Do they work on their different paths? Do you control your mind or your mind controls you? I can't get these things straight. I mean, only one soul lives in one body, right? So why different faces? Why different thought? I feel like I'm trapped. I feel like I don't belong here. I feel like I am way to messed up to ever exist. I feel like my whole word is not crashing, but it's already crashed.
But thanks goodness that I still believe that it will some day be okay. Like some day I will win the battle between my mind and heart and finally I would be able to control both. I may sound super weird but that's the way I feel. At some time I feel good and then in a nick of time, I become the saddest person. No. I don't go through problems. I don't know. I don't fu**ing know. I don't know anything anymore.
-Lilac Katelyn
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'This is My Life, Lilac's Life'
Short StoryWhen you enter young adulthood, your life ride takes an immediate turn. My life took too. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Hey! Call me whatever you want to, but my name in my birth certificate is Lilac Katelyn Piers. I am a 13 year old teenager with no...
