You go about your daily life, slowing uploads from three times a week to once a week. Your fans understood; in fact, most of them wanted you to take a full recess and get yourself back together. You, of course, refused to do so. You were determined to make content, no matter how hard it was for you. If you were to just let yourself wallow in grief you were sure you'd eventually waste away.
You heard your phone go off and sat upright in bed, finally snapping yourself out of staring blankly at your own ceiling, lost in thought. You looked at your phone, excited to see Lizzie had messaged you on Discord, asking if you wanted to jump in a chat room on Oli's server and just talk for a while. Of course you agreed, jumping on immediately and trying your damnedest to be the cheerful and upbeat person everyone knows you to be. Unfortunately that proved to be very difficult considering your every breath felt like a knife through the heart. But eventually you got into the conversation, and your worries slowly started to melt away as they were pushed further and further toward the back of your mind.
"And I swear, Oli has no filter!" Lizzie exclaimed, "He just says what he wants, without taking into account how it may affect others." You giggled to yourself, smiling for the first time in a week, "Well, Lizzie, Oli does what Oli does. You really can't question it, otherwise you wonder why. And you'll never get an answer." Lizzie sighed, feigning frustration, then giggling immediately after.
"Honestly, Liz, I'm getting tired of it here. I don't really know anyone because I never leave my house." You spoke suddenly, your tone still lighthearted despite the bleak reality of your prior statement, "Then why not move in with me?"
You almost passed out as a wave of happiness overtook you for a few seconds, before settling back into your chair and collecting yourself. "Liz, that's ridiculous, I can't move to England. That's so far from everything I've known..." you trailed off, sadness in your tone once again.
"That's exactly why you should do it. Get a fresh start, do something new and exciting! It's what you need. You can come and see your friends whenever you want. It'll be great! We'll be the sisters we always wanted to be." Lizzie spoke with a gentle tone, laced with underlying excitement. She had always wanted you to move in with her, she had been mentioning since you had grown close to one another, as you are now. She said she had always wanted another sister.
You smiled to yourself, full of hope once again, "I'll look into it. Surely there's a way it could work out."
After a few weeks of searching and occasional over dramatic episodes, you found a way, packed, and headed towards England. Your things were being shipped there and were to arrive maybe a day or so after you, but you still had a bag full of your own toiletries and necessities, that being extra clothes and underclothes, a hoodie, and two extra pairs of shoes.
You were excited as you arrived at the airport, three fully-charged portable chargers in your carry-on bag and some headphones, as well as some money to be exchanged for the local currency in England. As you boarded your flight, you set your headphones in and listened to some calming music whilst reading random fan fictions about yourself on Wattpad just to see what people were thinking. You were flattered at the nice things said about you, and appalled at some of the less...safe ones you found.
Hi guys, it's me, Dotty here. I'm sorry for my little hiatus, to be honest I forgot I was supposed to be writing this. I forgot Wattpad even existed. Because of Oli himself's hiatus I kinda just...fell out of my obsession. But when he uploaded again for the first time in a while and I got the notification, I was immediately set into motion. This is short, and I'm sorry for that, but I'm going to try to settle into a better rhythm. I hope y'all enjoyed this chapter, and the next one is already in the works. Also I'm thinking of maybe trying to write a new book? It's all up in the air right now. Let me know what y'all want! Hope y'all enjoy <3
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