Why do I live? Why do I cry? Why do I let certain people into my life even though I fear them? I'm stupid, I know. I trusted some people and they failed me. I'm glad I have the wonderful girl I do now, but she made a good point to me. I'm becoming distant. I'm fading into a memory. I don't know why I wrote this. Just kinda felt like I needed to. I've been holding a lot in, especially the tears from losing two very important people in the same year, only about four months apart. I feel like I'm falling down a dark hole and no one hears my screams for help. Plus the fact that my parents don't support my sexuality, so I have to keep it hidden. I also hide the fact that I'm a girl and that I feel like I should truly be a guy most of the time. Always have. I cried for about a good two hours tonight. This is helping me release some more negative energy. Also, there are people who don't understand that I hate being touched because when I was three, I lived with a child sex offender and I didn't get away from him till I was four and taken away. He would touch me, and to this day, I hate touching. Well, that's all for now. See ya.....
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Me (A Book About My Life)
Non-FictionI decided that I need to write this because all of you only know what my bio says about. That's all, so I'm going to write this so I can answer any questions you may have. Also, to share my experiences with you and anything else really. Well, see ya...
