Nobody Gets To Live Life Backwards

Chapter Two|| "No one can do it for me"

Yea, I saved you a life time of wondering who it was.(you probably wasn't wondering). I feel like she is really going to start to pop up in my life more and more and more each day. She seems so perfect in her own little world with her boyfriend, as I would say my brother, she has the perfect clothes, hair, MAKEUP, and even the house and her dog is even trained. Which my dog is trained too but let's say not every one is a perfectionist. I live in a pretty good size house, right down the street from Whitney...
So Ryan does not have far to walk. Probably wondering why he doesn't have a car or why she wouldn't come over to our house instead, Right?
Well Ryan isn't the most responsible person in the world at least that what the cops and our aunt thinks. And Whitney on the other hand she has the money to buy a taxi and pay the person to drive her around, but they let him off since it was the holidays.
I feel kinda bad for "judging" her like this without even knowing her but she puts on a front like her life is everything she ever dreamed of. I never had the real time to actually figure out my brother to understand him and his reasons for doing the things he does it, when he does it, and why he does it. The only real thing we ever done together to "bond" is when my dad came over and he let my brother drive so we listened to his music and we were facing and singing together, but that really wasn't just me and him. It kinda bothers me it's like he isn't even part of this family. But enough "sobbing", it is only the 4 month of school so far, they do not give homework at my new school so that is a up grade, since I am trying a new baking class with my aunt Rita she seems really interested in cooking, because the last meal she cooked us it was burnt. So I am going to try to make her very proud about this. She works late on Tuesday and Thursday so I will work hard in class and "borrow" their cook books for on those days I can surprise her with a good cooked meal for once, instead of either burnt food, or McDonald's.