Just 'Friends' (Jenna McDougall & Tay Jardine) {Discontinued}

Chapter 2

I fell in love the way you fell asleep: slowly, and then all at once...

~John Green

Jenna's pov

Tay and I sat and talked for hours before her phone ran. She popped it out of her pocket and groaned before hitting 'accept'

"What." She answered with a cold tone. I heard the mur mur of a male voice. I quietly groan to myself knowing it's Tay's boyfriend. "No Alex , I'm mad at you! Don't call me until you get your shit together." She snapped into the phone then hung up. She leaned back and snuggled into me. My breath got caught in my throat but I soon I warmed up to the small girl pushed into me and wrapped my arms around her.

"you know Jen, I feel like you're the only one there for me." She said shutting her eyes, "I know I have my band and a shitty boyfriend, but at the end of the day I can always go to you, tell you all my problems, and you'll never leave me." I could feel her breathing even out. Tay had fallen asleep as I fell in love.

She would never know the words that I left unspoken. I pushed my face into her hair sighing.

Tay.

The name kept running through my head. Who would have known such a small girl could take up such a large place in my heart. I took in the warmth she gave off. The feeling of her hair brushing against my cheek. My heart is damaged from my ex, but I will let Tay tape it back together without her knowing. The only problem I have is that sometimes tape fails, tape will let the once broken item fall apart again. Tay may not ever notice how I like her and if she doesn't  I'll allow my heart to slowly chip away while her's grows fonder of the boy who was just on the phone.

The feeling of my eyelids grow heavy was almost comforting. Shutting my eyes the name never left my head.

Tay.

Tay's Perspective;

I was now cuddling with Jenna, Snuggling into her side. I felt her tense at first but it switched into comfort. I was stressed. I needed this, I needed time too think. Alex Had me on him like good cocaine,

I was addicted to him.. No matter how many times I tried to stop no matter what I went to the same place.

I felt as if me and him would end soon but at the same time I needed Him... Or was it just me being afraid of being 'Alone'

Though I had Jenna I couldn't just date her.

Or maybe,

Maybe I could?

No... Me and Jenna can't date!

I am Not a lesbian!!!! I mean I wouldn't mind it but I have liked Boys since kindergarten.  I can't just become gay because of Alex being a douche. I needed to tell Alex Straight out that I needed him to be with ME. Not Lisa, Not Jade, Not Shay Nay Nay.

Me.

Jenna slowly fell asleep on me, I could tell because I could hear her slight snoring. She looked so cute sleeping...

that's When I thought for a moment,

Maybe I am Bisexual?

I.... I.... love.....

Jenna.

I Love Jenna.

I LOVE JENNA.

I LOVE JENNA?!?!

The words slipped from my mind and out of my mouth as I whispered ''I love You'' To Jenna... but she was in a deep sleep.

Jenna.

That name went through my mind.

I fell in love with Jenna So slowly... Kind of like when Ketchup is at the bottom of the bottle and you turn it upside down... It slowly Falls.

That's when I slowly Fell asleep... Thinking of what I was going to do.. I am so confused. I don't want to leave Alex, I need him.

But I Need Jenna More.

My eyes dropped down slowly almost as if someone had attached a string to them and were pulling them down.. slowly... slowly...slowly...

Jenna.