희망고만 (Blues)

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amu saenggak eopsi geonnendeutan hanmadie
bamsae saenggage jamgyeo I think I'm going crazy
sulgime han anbu insappunilkka
dabeul hancham jeokdaga jiunda
geudaen nal cham swipgedo jiwojiman

mangsangilkka yojeumeun geudae sajindeul soge
naman arabol su ineun sseulsseulhami boyeo
anya ireom andoeneun geoji
naega ireogil barageji
eonjena daheul su eopneun goseseoman son naemineun neo

geudaeyeo naege dorawa jul su eopdamyeon
dorabwado an dwaeyo
baby I will try to let you go
geudaeyeo naneun jugeodo an doegedamyeon
charari nal sum swige hajido mayo
ajikdo nan geudae ane

majuchilkkabwa aesseo nareul pihadeon niga
yojeum ttara wae eodil gado boineun geolkka
uyeoneul yeokkeo unmyeongeul mandeulgo
huimanggomunin geol almyeonseodo
yeojeonhi daheul su eopneun
neoege soneul naemineun na

geudaeyeo naege dorawa jul su eopdamyeon
dorabwado an dwaeyo
baby I will try to let you go
geudaeyeo naneun jugeodo an doegedamyeon
charari nal sum swige hajido mayo
ajikdo nan geudae ane saneunde

geudaen naega eopseodo jal sal su isseumyeonseo wae nal ireohge
goerophigo michige mandeunayo
baby please let me go
don't you know
I'm duing
Oh god
nal nohajul su eopdamyeon naege dorawayo

geudaeyeo naege dorawa jul su eopdamyeon
dorabwado an dwaeyo
baby I will try to let you go
geudaeyeo naneun jugeodo an doegedamyeon
charari nal sum swige hajido mayo

ajikdo nan geudae ane sarayo

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아무 생각 없이 건넨듯한 한마디에
밤새 생각에 잠겨
I think I'm going crazy
술김에 한 안부 인사뿐일까
답을 한참 적다가 지운다
그댄 날 참 쉽게도 지웠지만

망상일까 요즘은 그대 사진들 속에
나만 알아볼 수 있는 쓸쓸함이 보여
아냐 이럼 안되는 거지
내가 이러길 바라겠지
언제나 닿을 수 없는 곳에서만
손 내미는 너

그대여 내게 돌아와 줄 수 없다면
돌아봐도 안 돼요
Baby I will try to let you go
그대여 나는 죽어도 안 되겠다면
차라리 날 숨 쉬게 하지도 마요
아직도 난 그대 안에

마주칠까봐 애써 나를 피하던 니가
요즘 따라 왜 어딜 가도 보이는 걸까
우연을 엮어 운명을 만들고
희망고문인 걸 알면서도
여전히 닿을 수 없는 너에게
손을 내미는 나

그대여 내게 돌아와 줄 수 없다면
돌아봐도 안 돼요
Baby I will try to let you go
그대여 나는 죽어도 안 되겠다면
차라리 날 숨 쉬게 하지도 마요
아직도 난 그대 안에 사는데

그댄 내가 없어도 잘 살 수 있으면서
왜 날 이렇게
괴롭히고 미치게 만드나요
Baby please let me go
Don't you know
I'm dying
Oh god
날 놓아줄 수 없다면 내게 돌아와요

그대여 내게 돌아와 줄 수 없다면
돌아봐도 안 돼요
Baby I will try to let you go
그대여 나는 죽어도 안 되겠다면
차라리 날 숨 쉬게 하지도 마요
아직도 난 그대 안에 살아요

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The things that you said without much thought
Is making me locked up with thoughts all night
I think I'm going crazy
Were you just saying hi because you were drunk?
I was texting and erasing for a while
Although you erased me quite easily too

Is it just an illusion?
These days, I see a loneliness that only I can see in your pictures
No, I shouldn't do this
You would want me to be like this
You always hold out your hand
In a place where I can't go

My dear, if you can't come back to me
You can't look back either
Baby I will try to let you go
My dear, if you can't be with me
Don't even let me breathe
Because I'm still in you

You used to avoid me in case you ran into me
But why am I seeing you everywhere these days?
These coincidences become like fate
Though I know it's hopeful torture
You still hold out your hand
In a place where I can't go

My dear, if you can't come back to me
You can't look back either
Baby I will try to let you go
My dear, if you can't be with me
Don't even let me breathe
Because I'm still in you

You can live just fine without me
So why are you bothering me and driving me crazy?
Baby please let me go
Don't you know
I'm dying
Oh god
If you can't let me go then just come back to me

My dear, if you can't come back to me
You can't look back either
Baby I will try to let you go
My dear, if you can't be with me
Don't even let me breathe
Because I'm still in you

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