Focused

"AnnaBell! How could you? You are a good, bright person! And we both know that self harm is not the answer to a broken heart."

I knew he was right. He always is, 'he' being Jake,my best friend that I love, not just friend love, I'm like in love with him. "Jakey, you are right. You always are and I know that I shouldn't self harm ,but I can't stand to leave the pain inside. I wasn't going to, I just thought about it, but with the help of Black Veil Brides' songs I get through it. And my poster helps to. It reminds me that I need to focus on the good," 'like having you in my life' like I would really tell him that " and forget the bad."

"AnnaBelly," Ohh gawd I love when he calls me that," did you know that you are brighter than a highlighter??" he states his cheesy remark as he pokes my stomach and smirking a little but his smile was still genuine.

I knew, Jared, my loser, backstabbing, cheating jerkish excuse of an ex-boyfriend didn't deserve a person like me , but his words seemed so believeable. He played with my heart and I let him, stupid, gullible little ol' me. I only dated him in the first place to destract my self from Jakob Pitts,y rockstar of a best friend, the guy I truly love. " Jake, Can I ask you a question?"

" You just did silly!" he noted, I just glared at him. " I'm just kidding Belly! You know you can ask me anything!!"

I sighed not knowing how to ask him this. "Jake, what would you say if I said I love you?"

"I'd say I love you to. AnnaBell, why do you ask such a thing? You know we have been best friends forever!" Jake quickly grabbed me by the shoulders so he could look in my eyes.

I slowly look in to his beautiful brown eyes and whisper, " I know you love me ,but not like I love you." and I slowly lean in and kiss his soft lips and he dropped his hands. When I pulled away I turned around quickly not wanting to see his face.

I felt his hands try and turn me to face him, but I don't move and resulting in him sighing and walking around so he can see my face. " AnnaBell, you have no idea how long I have waited to do this." he pulls me close and kisses my lips passionately. When he pulls away all I can do is smile. "I truly love you. I'm in love with you. I always have been!" he pulls me into another hug and I know that n itching could possibly go wrong when my best friend is also my lover....

¡¡A/N!!*********************************************************************************************************************

Hey guys!!! I hope you enjoyed my little story!! I kinda want to turn it into a book, a series even, but I want to know what you think about this 'excert' first!! Tell me what you think, please!!

If I do make a book out of this it will be called "Focused on You" and it will be a Black Veil Brides Fan Fic... If you haven't noticed that it is Jake Pitts as the best friend and he is the lead guitarist in Black Veil Brides!!!

Okay bye lovelies!!! Please tell me what you think!!

~~ Joker Pitts(: