chapter 2

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Amanda's pov

 Friday's how you have to love them, every Friday after school I can relax inside and, then go outside to hang with my boyfriend (Jaiden). After two weeks went by I realized that I wasn't in love with Jaiden, so I texted him and broke up with him. I know dumping people by text is rude and a jerk move, but I didn't want to face him. I wondered if it was going to make things awkward? Turns out it made things worse then they already were, and I found out that he was  just using me for the benefits. What was the benefits? Good question, I wish I could answer but I still don't know the answer to that question. My friend Nathan (aka Candace's crush.) likes my sister yet he's still my friend. Sometimes he can be annoying but I try to not let it bother me. The real reason I broke up with Jaiden is because I miss and love my old boyfriend. He's name was Joseph and we been together for almost a year. We lived by each other so we would constantly hang out together. One day he had to move and we broke up because long distance relationships never work out. That was the worst day of my life, besides the day I found out my mom died. I was 6 and my sister was 5 when I found out my mom died. The fact that nobody told me that I had to find out my self was worse. To top it all off I was SIX. I cried for days. My sister didn't cry that long she wasn't that close to our mother like I was. Now I'm 14 and about to turn 15 and I'm still not over it. I'm always depressed and never really caring about life. I move from guy to guy thinking that it will take my mind off of my mother. But it doesn't, I don't know my real died but my sister dad is like my father. He took care of me ever since I was born unlike my biological father. I call him my father unlike the piece of junk that brought me into this world. Yes, me and my sister are half sisters, we don't have the same father if you can't already tell. She lives with him and I live with my awful aunt and uncle. Who abuse me but I'm kinda use to it. Which is sad to say.

    After all I've been through I've never even gave a real relationship a chance. Every time I have a boyfriend  I just try to get my life out of my head. And focus on my school but it doesn't end up happening.  I hate school and I couldn't care less about it.

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