I didn't call you.
I didn't have the guts to do so.
I've made you cry a lot and you're probably doing well without me.
I don't want to ruin that.
Anyway, I'm moving to the dorm tomorrow with the hyungs. We'll debut soon. I'm really working hard and I'm hoping that things will turn out good for us. We've waited a long time for this. Hyungs have struggled a lot and I wish all their struggles end.
Mine will end tomorrow when I will step out of this house. I won't have to hear mom's constant yelling. That's my biggest struggle.
I couldn't do it. Earn her love. I guess I won't be able to no matter what.
And I'm crying again.
~jjk
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why? // j.jk // [Completed]
Fanfiction//"Why create those memories when you weren't willing to create more?"// //"I'm the biggest coward ever. I've done things I hate myself for. I can't even gather enough courage to say anything more than sorry"//
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