WE ALL WANT LOVE (thug story)

love me more

Paris P.O.V

Damn christian got a huge house compared to mines he living royalty life . My eyes roamed everywhere as I followed behind Chris I couldn't help but notice the all white and black versace living room set , with these 2 marble glass lamps and the huge window ceiling damn his shit was dope . I was so caught up I bumped into the back of chris he turned and looked at me with a smile .

"Damn ma you must be dreaming or sumn cause you just bumped the hell out of my back" he smiled and did this sexy ass chuckle , damn he knew how to get a girl smiling.

I smiled back "Sorry I was just admiring this big ass house you got just for one person to live in" I said.

He laughed. "Well you know I gotta ball out and live life its only right and besides this was my brothers Duke house before he passed away 2 years ago he gave it to me". I looked up to only see the smile wiped from his face replaced with a sad look.

I pulled him into my embrace with a hug and wrapped my arms around his neck and as soon as I did that I felt his arms pull me into his body from my waist and we stood in that position for a couple of minutes.

I layed my head gently on his chest and listen to the beat of his heart. Something in me just made me feel different  I really do like him.

I pulled my head  from his chest and looked at him while he glared back at me and next thing I knew our lips touched and I just begin to melt .....lawd jesus yes......He lifted me up and I found myself wrapping my legs around his waist while he held me by my butt and damn if he did not have a grip on it making me get turned on.

He bit my bottom lip asking for entrance and our tongues instantly wrestled with each other I made these small little moans getting into the moment.

Before we could go any further he pulled from the kiss and put me down. I looked at him with a confused look.

"Did I do something wrong?"I asked. "nahh its just I'm not trynna take it this fast , I mean you perfect and I love that about you and everything I guess I just wanna make this right and I wanna take it slow with you because I wanna make sure I can trust you".

Omg this is the first time a boy ever told me this and the fact he wants to take it slow is actually a good thing because I wanna get to know him better than him being a street boy.

"hey do you sing or anything?" he asked smiling. I giggled a little. "Yea I do I sing from here and there what about you ?" I asked. " Yea a little" he said saying shy.

"Ha sing something then " I said being funny. "Guhh gone sum where" he laughed. "you like reggae and trap music?" he asked. "of course I smoke on hookahs to bob marley and trap music I listen to when I'm just ready to turn up, but I also listen to other music".I said laughing

As our convo continued I plugged my IPod in and played lullaby by tink it was perfect because we laughed and talked as I laid against his chest and him playing in my hair. Never knew in a day you can learn so much about somebody. I glanced at the ceiling while I sung out.

I'm gonna be , I'm gonna be

everything you ever dreamed

lullaby,lullaby,lullaby

I'm going to sing oh so sweet, when you make my heart skip a beat

I don't wanna open my eyes, you give me life,you ease my mind like a

l-l-lullaby, I l-like, I l-love (you ease my mind like a lullaby)

we know the words, but they means so much ( we know the words, but they means so much) where would i be without your love ( where would i be without your love) shorty you making me think , what it would be like if we were a team , just like a lullaby girl you are my dreams, gave you the rock will you be my queen B, cause I never met no one like you . Don't take to much to excite you remember when I said I never wife you , but a nigga like me will change ya life up, so baby let me change ya life , want you be mines , cause you ease my mind like a l-l-lullaby.

I'm gonna be , I'm gonna be

everything you ever dreamed

lullaby,lullaby,lullaby

I'm going to sing oh so sweet, when you make my heart skip a beat

I don't wanna open my eyes, you give me life,you ease my mind like a

l-l-lullaby, I l-like, I l-love (you ease my mind like a lullaby)

we know the words, but they means so much ( we know the words, but they means so much) where would i be without your love ( where would i be without your love) you give it up imma over doseeeee , swear every night I pray you know (yeah) that money don't mean a thing I'll still ride til the wheels fall off and baby that means something cause most of these girls they don't want your heart , they wanna waste your time , I'm just so glad your mines you make me wanna cry a l-l-lullaby.

like a l-l-lullaby.

I'm gonna be , I'm gonna be

everything you ever dreamed

lullaby,lullaby,lullaby

I'm going to sing oh so sweet, when you make my heart skip a beat

I don't wanna open my eyes, you give me life,you ease my mind like a

l-l-lullaby, I l-like, I l-love (you ease my mind like a lullaby).

Christian P.O.V.

I stroked her hair and just listened to her soft voice. Damn Im mad I broke away from the kiss , but I like this girl and I want to get to know her before anything else but most of all I wanna gain trust.

"So what's something you wish you could take back?" she asked. I was stuck on those words for a moment , but I answered. " Well I wish I could take back the day they killed my older brother I never seen a person so lifeless with blood everywhere I miss him a lot".I begin to get teary eyed , but I continued. "Can I tell you something?" I asked.

"yeah of course anything". she responded.

"well the reason for my brothers death was because of my ex she set him up on some other shit and got him killed ...soooo I ...ummm... "I hesitated for a while then spoke. " I killed her I mean I went into rage because my brother was gone I was mad , hurt, and just ready to kill I stopped caring about girls feelings and I said fuck the love life, shawty played me on some other shit I guess this my reason of taking it slow".

she looked a me with sudden fear ,her body tensed up against my chest and her eyes grew into a more sincere look. " I'm sorry for your lost ". she said as she turned herself around towards me sitting on my lap. "Its cool". I said. "nahh its not that was your blood brother and he's gone over one girl who you thought loved you , but behind closed doors it was all fun and games I don't find playing with somebody heart  something you play with....look I like you a lot chris and I don't want to hurt you but as soon I know loyalty is between us then we just gonna keep it friendly base wise okay" she said . I looked at her in her eyes with a lot of carizma I mean she right.

After what she said it made me think of her more special. I took my index finger and lifted her chin and brought her lips to mines. she what you call a keeper, R.O.D., Thugga , ya right hand, bestfriend , most of all a wife.

......Okay so these are my first few chapters I started with , and yes this is my first book idk if I did good or do you guys even like it but please give me feedback comments whatever it is and tell me how it is......thanks a bunch.....