Everlasting (girlxgirl)

           The beginning of it all

I remember being so cold....

so cold.. I was numb...

but it didn't matter to me.

I would be more than glad to stay there with her...

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I sat in her car....next to the most perfect person I'd ever seen.... everything about her killed me. The way she smiled, the way her hair fell above her eyes... oh those eyes.... I'd never seen anything like them in my life... they sparkled in the moonlight... it was almost inhuman how perfect she was... but here I was... nothing more than a child in her eyes... a toy, so to speak... I dreaded being around her... because I knew the first time I laid eyes on her I was going to undoubtedly love her with everything in me... Mother never thought I'd amount to much... she would beat me in front of my bestfriend Tamara... she drove me crazy... then I met this escape from reality... and I still remember how she looked down at me as the moonlight illuminated her perfect features as she told me she loved me... but I knew it wasn't true... how could someone like her love someone like me? I was a toy.. My presence around her in public she found utterly irrelevant. She'd sneak me out late at night.. go down the road where the airport is, to avoid cops... I remembered how sweet she looked with the airport light glistening off her beautiful features.. it was unreal.. it was impossible.

I miss her like the sun misses the moon... I miss her undoubtedly and uncontrollably... She was everything. the only thing I was living for.