Everlasting (girlxgirl)

Chapter one- The coldest night in Alabama

My name is Stella. I was I only twelve when this all started. April 14, 2012

   I was at Crescent's home, my friend. She told me that her friend Alexandria was coming by. Crescent said that she goes by Alex. She said that she is, of course, a lesbian. She looked like a guy, talked like a guy, even smelt of polo black. Id find myself cringe everyday after this one at smelling this.

   She pulled up in her white pickup truck, she got out in ripped up jeans and an amazing smile. I was in shock. seeing her my soul fell to the ground as I tried with all my strength to stay standing. She was utterly perfect to me. it was painful to even look at her. She looked at me... We talked about everything... the reason the scars were on my wrists.... as she made me promise to never do it again... I didn't slowly fall... I fell all at once... As soon as I laid eyes on her. that night I sat in Crescents room as everyone was outside and cried to myself Stell... oh Stell... your a child to her. .. she does not want you... You are ugly. .. she's to good for you... she could have anyone she'd ever want... plus, she's nineteen... she will never want you....

Short chapter. . sorry!  it's kinda hard to write about this... hope your intrigued!  Its my first story. -Stella Amarie Rose