Galaxies

17 / 12 / 2017

RANDOM TORI THINGS

1. CREATIVITY

I'm sure I'm not the only person who feels this, but randomly, I'll get inspiration, often in one of my classes when I'm writing something up and it's really n OT time for getting a creative outburst.

Though what's really awkward for me, is I start talking to myself aloud and making weird facial expressions. A few of the people who sit near me in my geography class are sure I'm slightly crazy.

(Though how true that is can be debated.)

I'll also start singing when I get random creativity, which only freaks out those already freaked out further.

2. ODD AND EVEN NUMBERS

One weird quirk about me is that I hate odd numbers, and everything has to be even. I started doing this when I was eleven and t has stuck with me.

The thing is, odd numbers are so frustrating, because there's that one obnoxious one left over, which can sometimes in a weird way, stresses me out. When I'm stacking things or sorting, I always make sure there is an even number, because even numbers are nice. You can always sort them into two nice groups, which brings me peace.

My friends find it weird, because I always insist on having an even amount of something 😂

3. SHYNESS

I am prone to random outburst of shyness. It will be someone totally random, but I will have a random urge to want them to like me, so I tend to get shy and don't talk to them after maybe ten minutes of considering what to say to them, and finding too many ways to mess up in conversation.

Another thing is, I tend to worry people don't actually care what I'm talking about, or I'm afraid I'm getting too talkative, so I'll get suddenly really quiet, so I look more calm and less skittish and randomly excitable, though sometimes I wonder if t makes me look weird.

4. OVERUSE OF SENSES

When I spend too much time experiencing loud sounds, or seeing flashy things, it gives me bad headaches and sometimes a nauseous feeling.

(Tip: no flashy Christmas lights for me please)

This is why I enjoy peace so much. I spend my days with a group of quiet people who all enjoy peace as much as I do, which makes me feel a lot better in public. I also thoroughly enjoy just listening to the hum of the wind as it goes by and peacefully enjoying flowers and setting in the grass, though that's much harder to that in the winter.