Our Tour Love

Chapter 3

(I give up with the Brian's it's so much simpler to use Katya and trixie😂)

Katya's POV
We're all walking towards the tour bus, adore and Bianca are ahead of us discussing something I couldn't care less about. I look over at trixie,she seems really out of it, I need to talk to Bianca later about what they talked about.

I walk closely to trixie and brush my hand,that hasn't got my luggage in, against hers. She looks up at me and gives me a weak smile before looking away again. I decided to break our awkward silence, "are you ready to be stuck on tour with all these bitches again" I joke. She quietly chuckles and looks up at me giving me her big, beautiful smile. That's what I needed. "Honestly It's going to be so fun to spend it with you and a shit load of other queens" she says excitedly.

It isn't  a massive tour, only about 8 queens including me and trixie. The queens going are; me, trixie, Bianca, adore, Alaska, kimchi, Naomi and Detox. I think a few other girls are going to perform too but they're not coming to all the venues.

We finally arrive at the bus and we give our bags to the man, the driver I'm assuming, putting them in the bus. Me and trixie walk up the stairs to see that most of the girls are here. The only ones not here are kimchi and Naomi. I see that most of the bunks are taken as they all came earlier but I manage to spot two bunks,opposite to each other. grabbing trixies hand I pull us over to the bunks before putting my random shit on the bunk I wanted.

Trixie puts her shit on her bunk and then re-holds my hand leading us to a sofa where the other girls are. I feel chills go up my arm as mine and trixie's hand interlock and a tingling sensation in my stomach. God, I'm so fucked. Trixie sits us down and I expect her to let go of my hand as we all know how the other queens like gossip but she doesn't.

I squeeze her hand gently and I give her a simple smile. We do that a lot, we don't have to talk to get what the other is saying. I look into trixie's dark brown eyes, they're so pretty and deep. Her cheeks go a light shade of pink and she looks away before joining in on the conversation.

I go to join the conversation aswell except I hear a subtle cough from next to me. I look over to see Alaska smirking at me weirdly, and then she starts to walk off. I let go of trixie's hand quietly excusing myself and follow Alaska. She's so weird at times, I fucking love it. 

She sits on the steps of the tour bus and waits till I sit down. "Soooo what's the tea with you and trixieeee" she asks, Dragging out some words. I look at her confused for a moment but then realise what she's referring to. "It's that obvious?" I place my head against the wall. He looks at me and sees that I look almost disappointed in myself and comes closer to me. "Its kinda obvious for everyone, but people are ok with it, everyone thinks you're perfect for each other. You should tell her"

Trixie's POV
I realise that Alaska isn't here anymore and I know that Katya excused herself. Why are they together? I feel almost hurt but at the same time I feel stupid, why would I think Katya and Alaska are doing stuff, I'm so stupid.

I wait for another five minutes but they're still not back. I become tense and I'm now looking at the hallway where Katya disappeared down. I feel a tight grip on my shoulder and I look across to see Bianca sitting next to me. "Girl calm the fuck down they'll be back in a minute" Bianca says in her raspy voice. I smile sadly at her "I know, Katya can do whatever she wants I don't own her..." I whisper,mostly to myself.

I calm down and re enter the conversation. A few moments later Alaska and Katya come back and she sits next to me while Alaska goes to sit near detox. Katya looks like she just had some emotional breakdown, I intertwine our hands together, "are you ok?" She nods her head before changing the subject to something about astrology.

Her and adore automatically get into a confusing, deep talk that obviously none of the girls understand. This conversation ends with adore saying she's a libra and Bianca playfully rolling her eyes before saying in her adore voice " I'm a Libra. Party, pizza, fuck!" The bus erupts with laughter and adore hides behind her hands smiling like an idiot.

Adore and Bianca are so in love with each other and it's obvious but why can't they realise that they like each other already? I giggle at my own thoughts and then re enter the conversation.

Everyone finally arrives and we head off to our first destination. Everyone is so excited but also tired as it was an early start. Most of the girls decide to take a nap before we get to our first venue and head off to their bunks.

Me and Katya aren't that tired as we had a early night. We both sit on the sofa and decide to watch a film on Katya's laptop. Katya puts on Netflix and chooses a random movie we've watched hundreds of times.

It's quite chilly on the tour bus so i get a blanket from my bunk and put it over us. Katya Softly hums at the sudden warmth and lays her head on my shoulder. "Trix why can't we do this all the time?" she mutters. "Because then we will be broke honey" I laugh.

We carry on watching the movie, our bodies close together to keep warm. I wish we could do this all the time. Just us, I wish we could be together. I wish we could cuddle and hold hands....fuck I need to stop thinking like this. I'm going to slip up one day and ruin our friendship...this needs to stop.