Silent

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"I cant breathe, i cant focus, how am i supposed to talk when i cant even remember what im supposed to say", fallon continued to chant away. Honestly, i never understood the whole nervousness thing, it wasn't like saying you can't do something was actually going to help you so why do it.

"Fallon relax, he's a gorgeous diplobrat who also happens to be infatuated with you, i'm sure you will be fine" doing my best attempts to reassure her , and from the look on her face it seemed to be working.

"I know you think I'm overreacting but you don't get it. You don't get what it's like to see someone and just fall in-love." Fallon sighed as i rolled my eyes. She was a strong romantic but, she was right, I didn't get it.
I could never understand the sweaty palms, chapped lips, shaky knees, loss of breathe, need i say more.
It wasn't like I didn't believe in love i just didn't believe in it for myself.

"Trin, I really need your help tonight, please be here early so you can help me pick out a dress to wear on my date with Grant." Fall practically begged. I laughed but quickly glanced at my watch and realized i was about four seconds from being almost late to work.

"Fall, I'll see you tonight and I will try my very best to be early, me promiso,  adios." With a kiss on the cheek and half effort hug i bolted out the door.
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I stepped into 'Couriers Interior Design', in record time. I was only 20 minutes late today and considering how late I usually am, I think my boss will be grateful.

"Morning Mr. Perié, did you get back any word from the Hamilton's house?" I queried while making myself some chai tea, I wasn't a coffee girl. 

"Morning Ms. Genvieve, as a matter of fact I did. They were very impressed with your designs for their new foyer and are asking for you to come in and work with the team tomorrow evening. Oh and you're late." Mr.Perié, my boss, informed me with his usual welcoming and very forgiving smile.

"Okay no problem, I'll get right on it. You will have the designs to verify by this evening. Oh and I'm sorry." I giggled as i walked to my office.
Mr.Perié was more than a boss to me , he was closer to family. When he offered me this job 6 years ago i was at the end of a road in life and didn't know what i was going to do to get back on the fast lane but he had faith in me and I would never give him a reason to doubt it.