Listen to me

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Charlie's P.O.V

 

Why was I so fucked up? Couldn't I one time be without hurting people? Why did I have to do it? I sat in my bunk and banged my head with the pillow. The music in my ears was so loud everybody around surely heard it, but that didn't matter anymore. I was a fucking asshole. I had ruined everything had meant something to me. I was a motherfucker. And I didn't deserve any of this.

The song changed. Save You Tonight, by One Direction. Yes, I like One Direction. Nobody knows it, not even the boys. If they knew they'd laugh at me. That's why I can't retweet Directioner things on Twitter anymore. But I always buy magazines secretly. I turned the music lower so they wouldn't hear it and come annoy me about it.

I-I-I, I wanna save ya, wanna save your heart toni-i-ight, he'll only break ya, leave you torn apart, oh!

The words went through my mind, and I calmed down. A small, sad smile came up to my face. They are awesome. Just don't fit to my image, and it's kind of embarrassing for a rockstar to love the famous British-Irish boyband that became third in X-Factor 2010, and from there on rule the pop-world.

The song changed again, this time it was Saviour, and I sighed, turning the music loud again. Ashley pulled the curtains open and pulled my IPod from me.

"DUDE!! Give it back to me! Ashley you dick! GIVE IT TO ME!!!" I yelled and made everyone look at us, but he didn't give me my only reason I was still alive. He shook his head, I showed him my middle finger and opened my PC.

"Hey Aurélie. You okay? We're still fighting. Ash took my IPod away, isn't he awful?"

"Hey Babe! Yeah, I'm fine. Guhh... How loud were you listening?"

"Not too loud. Okay okay, it was full volume!"

"Good job, Ash!"

"You know, you're supposed to be on my side!"

"But in this case, I'm not. You shouldn't destroy your ears. You'll need them a lot in you life!"

"Oh, please! Don't start philosophing again!"

"That wasn't philosophy, that was doctoring. And I mean it. Don't get deaf!"

"Yeah yeah. I can't now anyway. I don't have headphones."

"Well that's good. I'm sorry, I need to go to sleep. Test week starts tomorrow. Love you, babe!"

"Love you too, sweet wrong dreams, Honey!"

Shit, now there was no one left. I didn't wanna go to Ash n hear the speech about listening to music, Andy was mad at me, Jinxx and Jake were out with their girls,and CC was... Well, he wasn't really in a good situation.

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