I'm sorry that it has taken such a sad time like this for me to update but I feel like I really need to let out how I feel or my might combust.
So, as you may know, Jonghyun from SHINee unfortunately died today–18th December–and it took many of us by surprise. When I heard the news I didn't know what to do but cry and cry, even when I was at work I had to stop myself from having panic attacks. Honestly, I love Jonghyun with all my heart and he is my favourite member of SHINee and I feel bad that I didn't know how badly he was suffering. Even now, it feels like I'm in a bad dream that my mind refuses to let me wake up from. It's horrendous. I don't think I've cried this hard since my grandpa and my dog passed.
All in all I just want you guys to know that it's okay to express how you feel, please don't keep in your worries or your burdens to yourself, for this situation and any situation. There's always someone that is willing to listen, even if it is a helpline, an internet friend or even a stranger, there will always be someone. I just wish Jonghyun had someone to confined in with while he was in his darkest place. Hope everyone is okay.
There's nothing I have left to say (i don't know what else to say to be honest) but I just really want someone to bring him back. It's impossible but I wish someone would bring him back to us. Rest easy, our beautiful angel, Kim Jonghyun 🙏🏾😔
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