Honestly, I joined the fandom last year mid September. The reason being, I was on the fan made videos on YouTube and I came across a..........Camren video. I watch it and continued watching Camren videos just because I was fascinated by these two girls so while watching I saw a fan made video of Fifth Harmony. From that day on, things changed. Before that, I didn't really commit to any Singers, I just listened. So it's weird that in that week, I had watched, listen and played their interviews, Takeovers, their music and basically joined the fandom. Mind you, this was during the year end break so I had all the time in the world. Then on 18 December, I remember that day specially. I had just woken up and I checked my Instagram and saw that everyone was freaking out. Then I saw why. You see, I'm the type of person that gets attached easily when I like that person and I was an OT5 Stan (Still am) So I cried, every single day. I found out about Wattpad wayyyyy before the break because I was searching for Caminah fanfics and I came across this one fanfic that was on Wattpad. I tried it out and let me just say, it was the best thing ever. The amount of friends I have made during my time in Wattpad is surprisingly a lot. Camila, you see, after that day, I always thought it was a joke, I was in denial but I knew I had to move on so I did. I didn't blame anyone cause I knew that if there was a group or a band, somebody's gonna leave. And that was Camila. I mean we all knew but I didn't think that it would be this fast. Especially when I joined the fandom (which I call family) a few months ago. I have supported Fifth Harmony and Camila all throughout the drama, shading and the fighting of the fandoms. I'll rant but that'll be another time
To the fandom, I can't be myself around my family because I'm still confused at what my sexuality is and my parents are homophobic and my Mom has told me once that I must have a Boyfriend only when I turn 25. And there was a pause before she said no girlfriends too. That was last year. My Brother, he sometimes acts gay and this year, quite recently too, my brother tied his hair up and my Mother said that she would disown him if he was gay. That made me sad. I can only be myself around you guys. My Friends, Wattpad and twitter because my family doesn't know that I have a Twitter account. So I have to put a fake face on Everyday and act 'straight'
So I just want to say that I'm proud to be an in between fandom fan and I love you guys.❤️
#OT5Break1year #ProudToStillBeHere #OT5Break #ILoveOurFandom
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