Her Dream 악몽의 분노

Chapter 1

When she woke up at exactly the point where her alarm sounded - 6:30 - with small kitten purrs and squeaks. As usual, she meowed back before rushing to her bathroom to start off her day. Gripping her soft blue toothbrush and paste she started off there humming her favorite tunes. Brushing her hair, putting it in her favorite space buns, changing her eye pad, drinking a filling protein smoothie, doing a few stretches, getting in her pilot uniform and rushing out the back door with Kyu in her pocket to the small Jet she owned and taking off gracefully at exactly 7:30. Everything was going smoothly and to plan, noting that she did have a small problem the night before she brushed it off and rushed to work.
    As usual she took a 2 hour break and flew herself back home to change into comfortable clothes and dropping Kyu off at Tatsu's place before running off to the coffee shop and getting her favorite double shot caramel macchiato with extra whip and caramel. She would chill out at her place to do some workouts before getting Kyu back from Tatsu 30 minutes before her break ends and changing into her pilot uniform once more and taking off 20 minutes before her break ends.
    Nothing out of the ordinary week, nothing odd about her eye, no odd thoughts in the middle of the day. Just a free mind and plentiful work finished.
    She got home around 4:30 and would change into comfortable clothes and do some workouts with Kyu sometimes playing with him as well. Soon getting herself situated for bed after her 7:30 doctors checkup with Tatsu which gave her the usual eye drops, needle, advil, exercise and liquid medicine.
    She was all situated in her fluffy silk covers with a small peck by her motherly half sister. She giggled and cuddled with Tatsu until she fell fast asleep. Tatsu would get up and leave the house after feeding Kyu and situating him in his bed with his small pink heating pad plus making Ayano some lunch for tomorrow.
   
-Then it happened-
   
    It was as if she had repeated the nightmare from the night before, yet she woke up suddenly and just shrugged it off with no serious concern not realizing her eye had gotten worse. It became swollen and the redness of her iris became more vibrant almost as if it glowed. Her sclera was more pink and twitched under her pad. It was an odd feeling that she couldn't describe yet it was satisfying in her mind. Her thoughts wandered off thinking what her life would come to if her eye stayed in that certain state permanently. Shaking it off thinking that wouldn't happen and wow that's a stupid thought or I should stop worrying, it's not going to happen. It was just day after day that her mind would wander cynically and have odd panic attacks over it. She would doubt her thoughts but switch to doubting herself. Tatsu of course was starting to get more worried everyday about her thoughts hoping her fate wouldn't become violent. Ayano was confused yet angered or she'd switch from anger and confusion to frustration and depression. She was almost losing her mind asking for more help and answers for what was happening with her and how she could get rid of this. Doctors, opthamologist, and pharmaceutical nurses couldn't find any trace of possible drug overdose or possible sleep paralysis. Ayano was basically diagnosed with more pills to acutely help with phsycotocity. Ayano was unable to comprehend her feelings and basically became emotionally drained, oddly she wasn't keeping up with schedule and was more aggressive towards anyone around her. I can't think straight, I'm losing my mind, everytime I look in the mirror I feel like I'm losing a part of myself, I'm breaking and I can't take it.
    A few months later she was thrown onto different drugs which helped with calmness and sleep. She was Anorexic and was thrown onto diet pills plus different daily at home check-ups with doctors of which gave needles and gave a filling meal. Tatsu would stand behind the doctor always and make sure Ayano was communicating correctly and not giving hints of aggression. Soon she couldn't take it and brutally attacked the doctor with Tatsu holding her back and trying to calm her down with soothing pats, hugs, and key words of when she was a child, holding onto them dearly. Ayano would mostly tear up in worry afterwards and try to plead forgiveness. Mostly getting gentle pats and/or giggles, " You're alright." or " Don't you fret." they would reply.

She wasn't sure what would become of her yet she just wanted to recover.