There you are sitting on your bed at 10pm, looking down depressingly at your bed sheet with a peek of moon light accompanying you, shining through the curtains and on your (E/C) eyes. The reason why you are currently a crumbling mess is because of the scene that you encountered earlier.
Flashback
"AKISE!" You called out running up the broken blocks of cement and gravel.
You had just came back from dealing with Yuno, she was quite some trouble but you surprisingly managed.
All you cared about right now is to find Akise. He ran up to the others to protect a player in deus' game.You were running, but soon you had no stamina. You stopped to catch your breath but was intrigued by a pool of some sort of red liquid. You walked towards it and almost died.
"KOUSAKA!" You screamed with tears streaming down your eyes.
His frail body was just lying there on the floor. You turned him on his back and analyzed that he had been shot.
Who would do such a thing? Why shoot him? All these horrible thoughts wondered through your mind.
Kousaka was a friend of yours, you two would always bicker about stupid things. It made you happy, it made your day."What an idiot". You muttered under your breath. You warned him to stay out of this.
After a couple of minutes of painful tears, you stood up and looked one last time at his pale figure and proceeded to make your way.
You finally make it to Akise, but it was a traumatizing experience. One by one you saw all your friends lying on the floor dead. Looking at their pale, dead panned faces. It was the hardest thing you had to endure. If only you came faster, you could've done something to save them, or at least one of them.
You looked up and saw Akise and Yukiteru, but quickly dashed behind a large rock when you saw Yuno show up.
"Shit... How did she recover so fast?" You curse to yourself. You could've sworn that you made her pass out, and you certainly didn't take that long to make it here.
Again, observing the scene that is happening before your eyes. You watch as Akise is trying to convince Yukiteru that he cannot revive dead people if he becomes God, however he is too much of an idiot to listen to reason.
God, how you hated how Akise would treat him so specially. All the time he would be concern about his safety and spare all his attention to him, treating him basically like a king."Why can't he treat me like his queen?" You thought to yourself.
"NO _______, now is not the time to be jealous". You mutter to yourself as you slapped your pouted cheeks.
Still watching what's happening, you noticed that Yuno pulled a knife out behind her back. You wanted to warn Akise but your action was cut off with tears erupting down your face. Akise had just pulled Yuki into a kiss and is now making out with him.
Your figure started to tremble violently, you couldn't even contemplate what was happening."Ok _______, you're dreaming- WAKE UP!" You try to reassure yourself.
You lived in Akise's house, you thought your relationship with him was beyond friendship after that time both of your lips almost touched.
"You thought... You thought... stupid _______, you always had thought". You punched yourself with hopelessness.
You lifted your hand up and slapped it on top of your mouth. You couldn't even choke out a single sound. Good, that's how you wanted it to be forever. You stood up, somehow managing to compose your trembling body and dashed.
Akise saw you from the corner of his eyes, somewhat confused at why you're running away.
The only thing you thought mentally was.
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RomanceHello, so I've been obsessed with lemon lately so I've decided to write my own. Please request anything if you like :)