You will always be my summer love

Chapter 2

Nisha (Jones) pov ( a 5'3 light skin fem with long , curly , brown hair )

⚠️ self harm ⚠️

"Shit" i say as the blade cuts through my skin for the first time in forever .
My boyfriend walks in i gently place the blade in my pocket and wash my hands a wrist fast as fuck.
"Hey baby girl" he says with a cute as smile on his face.
" ugh William how many time do i have to tell you  not to walk in on me in the bathroom baby" i say with anger and fear.
"I'm sorry baby but what haven't i already seen ?"

I breathe and rub my wrist knowing exactly what he hasn't seen.
"It's okay baby"
I gently grab his chin and pull him into a kiss.
He grabs my ass hard and firmly like i like it, i start touching on his stomach and his hard rock abs. I rip his shirt off while he's feeling on my boobs under my bra so i help him out a little and take my shirt off while he unclips my bra.
I start touching on his belt almost forcing it off.
I get it off and put my hands down his pants till i touch his big...
"Oh shit sorry" my brother says as he closes the door.
We rush to get our shirts back on and I'm running around the bathroom with my boobs bouncing trying to find my bra"
"Fuck fuck fuck" i say as William laughs
"What are you laughing for you dick !"
"Sorry babe" he says has he hands me my bra from behind his back.

I snatch my bra and make a run for my room
As I'm about to touch the door knob my brother stands in front of me trying to apologize.
"Omg move perv!"i say
He gets out of my way and i look at his face and see tears forming.
I run into my room feeling bad , he's only my step brother but i feel bad for the kid he lost his dad about a year ago .. same time i lost my mom .
His mom and my dad got married last month and they decided to take us on their  honeymoon which is why where here in Cali now .
Camron is 13 only 3 years younger than me but he's always alone , doesn't really have friends and he's very sensitive . So i try and stick up for him and i don't like making him upset it makes me feel bad.

As i get my clothes back on i walk out the room to go apologize to Camron. As I'm about to shut my door my stepmom comes up .
"Hey" i say nervously hoping cam didn't tell.
" hey, can i talk to you in private?" She says just as nervous as me with a paper bag in her hand.
I open my door back up and let her in, i sit on the bed and stare at her with a blank look.

"you wanted to talk?" I rub my wrist scared.
"Yeah i want to talk about this"
She opens the paper bag inside there are condoms.
I laugh.
" i already know about the birds and the bees Kesha"
She laughs too
" i know i just wanted to give you this because i understand by letting your boyfriend be here your hormones may get the best of you , so if you guys decide to do it i want you to be prepared" she says

I grab the bag and pour the condoms into my drawer and hand the bag back to my stepmom and i see her eyes light up at shock of how many condoms i already have
I laugh harder than before
"Yeah about that...can you keep a secret?" I say
" yeah sure" she says with a laugh
" dinner will be ready at 6 , the wind is blowing pretty hard outside hopefully it doesn't get too bad"

"Okay ..oh and thanks for you know the condoms and stuff"  i say with a smile

" your welcome" she says and leaves the room