Update On My Life!

Hi Guys! It's Rebecca! This book has been a long time coming. I haven't been honest with you guys. And you guys are my best friends so I have to tell you this. I haven't been having the best of times lately. Life seems like a struggle nearly everyday. Now, Everyone that is my friend in School knows that I am always smiley and never down but I have am really hurting.

I have random outbursts of emotions so one moment I could be really happy then the next I could be really down. I have noticed that this have become more frequent and it's quite hard to hide these feeling. I have actually had ideas of cutting and have done it once. That's something that many people don't know about.

I went to talk to someone and they told me that it could be down to my childhood. I didn't have the best childhood and they believe it is what is making have these thoughts etc. I am not as close with some people anymore and I am falling out with people.

I wanted to write this to you guys to make you understand why I can't update sometimes and would love to thank Nicole for being the most caring person I know.

So don't be afraid to talk to me!

-Rebecca