Amu Jane's Corner

R.I.P Kim Jonghyun

Hey Amulets,

Today is Tuesday and I am still mourning of the death of my SHINee bias Jonghyun 😢

I've been in tears since yesterday and more tears have keep on coming this morning, my heart hurts even more and what's makes me cry even more is his Instagram with his videos that he posted with dog Roo... 😢 poor little baby Roo I feel bad for the puppy who is alone right now wondering if the master might come home I am just too sensitive today...

For those who don't know I have depression with anxiety and it is not easy after learning that my bias killed himself because of depression my negative mind has reawaken and I am in a pool of depression right now I won't kill myself but it's just that my mind is going through some turmoil right now.

I wish that all kpop fans should realise that depression is not a joke and that always remember that kpop idols are not machines they are normal human beings just like you and me with feelings going through a hard time right now.

Jonghyun you've been such a sweetheart and I wanna thank you for making me your ideal type it made me happy to be honest 😢😁 I felt loved that someone like you likes shorties with cute personality like me who happens to have long hair.

I just hope that all Shawols, SHINee,  Yeri, the rest of SM artists and Jonghyunie's family have my condolences and may he rest in peace.