Kim Jong Hyun

12-18-17

At first I never looked at you. My attention were only on Minho. Because he is very handsome and tall. I became a Shawol because of minho.

Not until I heard your voice. Your very Angelic voice. I was really mesmirize by it. By your voice that can calm everyone heart.

Then you became my bias wrecker. I loved every inch of you. I listened to your musics. I watched every video that you have on youtube.

I loved Shinee. I love Shinee's savageness. I love Shinee's laugh. I love Shinee's smiles.

I cry when Shinee cries. I laugh when Shinee laughs. I became emotional when Shinee was sad. I want to feel what you guys feel.

Until you left us. Our beloved Kim Jong Hyun left us. Sadness takeovers me. Tears overwhelemed me.

Shawols became a mess. Shawols were clueless. Shawols doesn't know. Shawols didn't know.

Shawols have no Idea. Shawols have no idea that behind thos smiles, laugh and bright side were depression.

You became a part of our life. You became our inspiration. You gave us laughs. You gave us smiles.

We expected sadness. We expected tears. We became emotional. We became practical.

It was so tragic that we cant even explain our feeling. Full of sadness that we dont know what to do. We cant hear anything but ourself crying. Crying for your name.

Crying for you to come back. Crying to hear your voice again. Crying to see you smile again. Crying to hear your laugh again.

Our love for you will never fade. You faded but your memories didn't. You left us but were not going to leave you. And never ever will.

We will miss your smile. We will miss your laugh. We will miss your cry. We will miss your whole existence.

We will be always here for you. We will never forget you. We will never leave you. We will never unlove you.

We love you Kim Jong Hyun.
Rest In Peace.
12-18-17

-Your Fan A shawol that will always remember you.