MEERAANA-the twin truth of MEER and AANA

2. AANA

AANA

And in that cold morning getting up before the sunrise, holding that coffee mug in your hand and books in other... Expectations...expectations and expectations dump your life into shit... Life fluctuates between imaginations and the expectations of our imaginations... HUMANS

Imagine more than their potential;

Outputs of their imagination are extremely corrosive ....

Well I set a set of alarms for 6:05 ,6:10,6:15,...and so on at least 15 alarms ...but who wants to get up when its winter, its dark, and when its Sunday ..Ah life sucks....

I don't know how I'm going to cope up with my grades, ah! I work hard yes I do...

Whatever, I fainted again I don't know what's happening with my body...and my father again, has no idea about .. Every time when I faint I 'm in school .Now my friends have even started teasing me, calling me FAINTAANA... that seems so weird

My body is in pain it needs help...urgently

It is so difficult struggling between your health and education. I feel sleepy almost all the time I feel tired ...well coffee is a saviour truly - a great one.

And it was 12:30, from my window bright sunlight flashed on my face .I was lying on my bed with my comfy blanket covering my face, my eyes half awaken and half dim. I didn't wanted to getup but still I , shook myself from inside "come on getup its high time" and then I placed my feet on the floor, tied my curls with the rubber band and walked up to the bathroom. I took my brush from the stand and took the paste squeezed it hard on my brush but found that it was over .So I ran down on the stair to use dad's toothpaste .
As I placed my right foot on the floor my heart beat rose up and I fainted. Along with the toothbrush in my hand and my head striking the railing, I was lying on the stairs .Dad was reading the newspaper as he saw me he immediately put that away and turned towards me to pick me up. And now life's going to turn hell...