Poetry

Anxiety

As an anxiety suffer, I've sorta been avoiding my life for a good while, i always end up feeling kind of lost, not knowing what I want or even who I am anymore. I've been a certain way and did certain things up until this point, and I'm losing interest in those things and I just feel different. Sometimes, I ask my heart: What is important right now? And I wait. I don't always get an answer. I've noticed that whenever I'm stressed, it's not because life is stressful, it's because I'm entertaining stressful thoughts. Becoming quiet and reconnecting to my heart helps, especially when I don't know what to do.I get somewhat good grades and have made some good friends, But i'm not enjoying myself anymore, every morning seems like a struggle to get up, sometimes i don't even go i just come up with a lame excuse. It's like i don't have a goal anymore, i just need to get through the day.