I remember when you went out . Left me alone all by myself you my moms shouldn't no one help . I'm so sorry you couldn't help yourself . Doing shit you didn't have to do . I'm losing my shit because I'm missing you . Only 9 years old . Going in a rage just wanted my momma home but grandma stayed ... you didn't have to go out every night and party but you did And I won't blame you . But how could you though . I was your only child at the time and we lived with grandma and them but you always made them watch me . Just so you could go out ... and ect but I can't blame you can I ? I mean you are the reason why I started to feel alone .
